What a gift i got, and its not even my birthday.

I am not too sure if i have mentioned about this special fren tt i have got.

Well, At times, i stay over at his place for convinience. as in to get to work.
cause he lives jus walking distance away from BJ.

and also, i love his place. the apartment is simple, nice and cosy.
and when i am there, i do feel like, i am out of the bloody country due to its designs.
and honestly, i do enjoy his company a lot.

this special fren of mine, is no good looking dude who walks out form some vogue magazine.
he is actually a 40 plus year old scottish guy, who is considered an expat here.
he has lived in singapore for the past 7 years, and travels frequently to HK for work.

I haven't seen him for a week until last nite, as he was in HK for the past week.
In his previous trip, when i 1st met him, he bought me a new bottle of cologne when he came back.
and this time round, he bought me something, that was totally out of my expectation..

He got me a GUCCI wallet!!!

like OMG, i noe..
i mean, no, i am not a fan of gucci, but still, a gift from GUCCI is still one that is worth gushing over right!!
and when i have eyes my LV Damier Canvas Wallet for so long, i think tis gift is jus asking me to give up on it ( but i still wan the LV belt i saw!!)

oh well, i am really happy.. and no i didn't ask him to get me anything. but i guess he jus did.

I am not really a kept boi of any sort, although i always think i make a good social escort or call boi. i still see other ppl when he is not around, but yes, i can't deny that i love his company a lot.

He is pretty sweet and caring, and i guess, all i ever wanted was jus the right company, and there he was.

although he is not wat i am looking for, i guess he was there, at the right place, at the right time.
and i am still happy over the gift i got >)



250409, SATm 0229hrs

Sunday for me..

I jus felt that i need to type.

Lets take a look at my life.. today..

Waking up early at 9ish, i successfully dragged my fat body into 2 hours of dance class at SMU.
It was really good, cause i really sweat it out.
and damn it, i can't believe the amount of mass i had put on to myself. wat a shame.

and thereafter, i wen to orchard for a walk, i mean, i can't even remember the last time i was there, it should have been ages ago.
anyway, since returning to SG about 4 months back, i haven't bought any kind of clothes or stuff really for myself.
i have spent most of my money on transport, meals and entertainment..

Today's little shopping trip, really was bad.
i wanted to buy so much stuff but i noe they have to wait.
on top of my list now, is 4 important stuff, and also costly stuff..

1.) A new mobile phone. preferebaly the LG Prada Phone.
2.) A new pair of black leather shoes (I can't believe so many shoe stores in SG don't sell high cut leather shoes la!! wat a shame..)
3.) A new belt (My LV visit today, has made me fell in love with this belt, which bloody cost 865 bucks.. but i noe it will be mine someday. eyes on the prize for now!)
4.) A new wallet (Of course it must be LV la. if i am not wrong, the one i love is bout 600 plus).

So as u can see. everything is about money, and i am having difficulty saving, cause i really love to spent. On quality that is.
i really have refrained myself from spending unnecessarily for these past few months.

Anyway, life is all about work currently, and i miss the times whereby i can dance almost everyday.
at least it keeps me in shape.
working makes me really hungary, but i always eat at the wrong time, and that explains my disgusting body now.
i saw a fashion show today at Bugis junction, and there were 3 really awesome male models.
looking at them work the runway, it was a wake up call.
where has my confidence and drive to looking good gone too?!?!?!
i told myself, i really have to work hard to maintain a healthy and tone body.
not easy but i noe i can.

well, work is sucky and i shall not talk much about it.
things tt cheer me up now.. includes..

ANTM cycle12.. OMG, wat a weekly indulgence.
Dating a lot of random ppl. and yes, i am enjoying the freedom, and i believe i have some sort of committment issues now. i have no hopes on becoming attached, and i don quite fucking care.
having ppl visit me at work, cause sadly, i don have time to meet them out of work.
even my dates now, are limited to midnight movies after work. how pathetic.
oh and yes, on my last off day, i went drinking wit some mates.
a beer and 2 frozen magaritas later, i officially felt like it was a proper off day. lolx.
damn it. the alcoholic in me is haunting me. haha..

oh well thats it, i should go sleep now,
i have to go to work early tomolo, jus to do opening. reason being..
the safe at work is fucked up, and i can't open it.
and therefore i have to bring home the whole float and the sales. meaning i am like caryying thousands of dollars around la.
that is disgusting, and work is haunting me again.. ok .
byebye,.


200409, MON, 0308hrs.

Fucking Weird Day..

I had a weird day today.

Waking up today, i was suppose to meet my fren for lunch.
He was asleep, and so i bought lunch and went over to his place.
Had lunch and watched tv.
nothing weird..

the 1st moment, was actually, seeing my best mate, somewhere near my void deck, while waiting for a cab.
totally shocked, as in.. OMG, i mean, wat r the chances..

the 2nd moment, while in the car, i got a call from marina sands to go for an interview next week.
i am not surprised by the call, but by the caller, cause she is totally bimbotic, and it jus says how crappy their HR is.
anyway, the HR, don even noe wat position they are offering me, and they jus wan me to go for interview la! wah lao!

the 3rd moment was when i am at my fren's place..
i got a msg from a fren's galfren who is inviting us to his birthday BBQ.
i am jus plain surprised.. anway..

the 4th moment,
was when i got a call from work, to tell me that, something i have submitted was not complete, and i so need to get it done soon.
as it was my off day today, i have to go back early, and chiong the report to submit it by 12pm.

then after that, i went to teach at pasir ris, and after teaching i went to walk around Tampines.
i was looking for a a light tube, cause one at work has blown, and i need to replace it (yes, i do a lot of shit work)
Sadly, the whole tampines, but not one that i can use.

then i went to SImei for my dance class, and i found one in the NTUC at simei.
but sadly, its not the same brand, i still bought it, cause iam quite desperate.
sad to say, i don think its gonna work.. jus a feeling..
haiz..

then at dance class, i need to pay fees, and i gave cash, but they had no chance..
WTF la!!
then i had to go bank in the cash,and then pay by NETS. haiz.

oh and during class, i realised something.
I left my favourite water bottle in the school i was teaching!!!
OMG OMG OMG.
i am so pissed wit myself.
i was so bloody thirsty..

then, i wanted to cut my hair after class..
but in order to cool down 1st, i went to get a drink, went to NTUC to get the light tube, then went up to the salon, and its was 9.20pm..
and they told me they are closed!! when their closing time is fucking 9.30pm la!!!
ANyway, i really hate the place now!!
EVeryone, never go the the EQ House, at eastpoint, level 2.
the ppl there are jus plain fucked up..
damn BITCHES!!

oh, and anyway, in NTUC, i met a secondary school fren whom i haven in YEARS!! seriuosly
and he came up to talk to me..
weird?!?! YES Definately..

anyway, the whole day, was jus really awkard feeling..
like nothing seems to be right..

ok..
i need to go now..


030409, FRI, 0057hrs

I FUCKING HATE RUDE PPL!!!

Continuing on the pathetic life of mine..

I have successfully blown my cover as Mr Nice guy at my new workplace.
one month into work, and yes, i think today, i crossed the line.

As in, i don noe why, but i started to forward work emails to my personal mails, and then, when i open it, i got stressed, and thinking tt i need to do it at home. haiz.
and tomorrow is my off day, but i have this urge to jus go down and settle some undone stuff. FUCK!!
its so not me.
i mean..
i already told myself to take it easy, but the pressure is really on.
and during closing today.

i was so fucking pissed wit a staff, i scolded her so loudly i think ppl from like a 100M radius could hear me..
and i only reaslised this when i walked out of my store, and see ppl staring at me.
but anyway, she crossed my line.
i was being too nice, and she was being a rude bitch.
the only thing i felt bad was using FUCK on her.
but seriously, FUCK is jus a form of expression to me..
Singaporeans make too big a fuss over it.
there were no customers, but a few staff was around.

seriously, i don even noe wat the others think, and i was so angry.
it was like, all the anger, being released at one point in time.
i am sure i was scary.
and probably offensive.
but well, no point having any regrets.
i guess, i should jus be the real me..
its pointless being Mr Nice guy all the time.
cause some ppl, are jus waiting for u to be mean.

ok, enough complaining.
work has consumed me.
FUCK IT!!



020409, THU, 0117hrs.