I FUCKING HATE RUDE PPL!!!

Continuing on the pathetic life of mine..

I have successfully blown my cover as Mr Nice guy at my new workplace.
one month into work, and yes, i think today, i crossed the line.

As in, i don noe why, but i started to forward work emails to my personal mails, and then, when i open it, i got stressed, and thinking tt i need to do it at home. haiz.
and tomorrow is my off day, but i have this urge to jus go down and settle some undone stuff. FUCK!!
its so not me.
i mean..
i already told myself to take it easy, but the pressure is really on.
and during closing today.

i was so fucking pissed wit a staff, i scolded her so loudly i think ppl from like a 100M radius could hear me..
and i only reaslised this when i walked out of my store, and see ppl staring at me.
but anyway, she crossed my line.
i was being too nice, and she was being a rude bitch.
the only thing i felt bad was using FUCK on her.
but seriously, FUCK is jus a form of expression to me..
Singaporeans make too big a fuss over it.
there were no customers, but a few staff was around.

seriously, i don even noe wat the others think, and i was so angry.
it was like, all the anger, being released at one point in time.
i am sure i was scary.
and probably offensive.
but well, no point having any regrets.
i guess, i should jus be the real me..
its pointless being Mr Nice guy all the time.
cause some ppl, are jus waiting for u to be mean.

ok, enough complaining.
work has consumed me.
FUCK IT!!



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