Waiting to go onboard my first 12 hour flight.

As i type this, i am actually in the departure hall of Changi Airport, Terminal 2.
Nothing can explain my excitement now.

Though its a disgusting 12 hours flight, the longest i will be taking so far in my life.
All i can think about now is the moment of landing and stepping food in Germany,

Prior to this, i have done no reserach on the place, and have made no effort in trying to learn some basic German.

All i have is some information and directions from my friend.
Upon Landing in Frankfurt, i will still have to take a train for bout an hour b4 i can reach cologne.
and after that, i will need to take a cab to his place.

It sounds easy if you are in SG, but over there, i really don't know what to expect.

I jus hope everything could just go on smoothly without any hiccups.

In bout 12 hours time, i will be stepping foot in Europe for the 1st time.

My 1st EUrope trip, and i can see many more to come in the near future.

I feel like a small boi, in a candy store once again :)


290509, FRI, 2156hrs

Don't judge me for who I am.

I am Undeniably excited.

BUt i am not too sure wat to expect too.

I am excited to be meeting him, but the place, i will be a total stranger.
and it doesn't help when i don speak a single line of German.

As i chat wit him online for the last time today. i said to him.

"I have no plans for the trip.
I am really taking a break, so i am not using my brain.
I just wanna have fun and relax.
I will leave it up to you and my intuition."

Nevertheless, he is still one of the nicest guy i have met.
And his reply was nonetheless very sweet and touching.

Oh well, not many know about this trip.
but for those who knows, some think that i am degrading myself, but honestly, i don;'t feel tt way, cause i am causing no harm to anyone, and i enjoy doing it.
In life, how often do we get these oppurtunities in the 1st place?

Its my 1st trip to Europe and i am alrady coming 24 this year.
Yes, i am a lot luckier than most kids, cause i have already got to travel to alot of places.

But if u really know me well, I am one who thrives on new excitement, new knowledge, new beginnings, and most importantly, new experiences.

Embarking on this journey, i felt like i have changed a lot.
And i look forward to what this trip will bring to me.

Its more than a booty call.
and don't juge me for who i am, cause even if you do, i don't fucking care.



290509, FRI, 0305hrs

OFF DAY?!?!

I am usually entitled to an off day, once a week. Usually on the THU.
And on this particular THU, this week. this was how my day went.

Waking up at 10am, breakfast with mum at Macdonalds.
THen off to the bank, to do some stupid, but necessary admin stuff.
After that, i went home to bathe and wash up.
Thereafter, as i have no printer at home, i had to go print the air and train tickets for my upcoming trip at a printing shop.
And after that, i went to the hospital, to get more medication, as i am afraid i might need some more for the trip.
ANd after the hospital, i had to go teach, but thanks to my good planning skills, i had about 30mins of break time, b4 class commence.
THe hungary and tired me, decided to go to Whitesands and grab a bite.
I was immediately drawn to the Coffee Club, nice clean and chic interior. i really loved it.
i took the above photo when i was in Coffee club, a frappe and a quiche, really, and finally made me feel like i am on OFF!!
and to make things even better, there were great magazines at the place, and which i must admit, the cheapo me, had to steal some, cause i really wan to read them, and i can't finish it in 30 mins la!! THey have plenty of copies anyway, no harm when i take one right! (Oh Btw, i fell in love with ARENA magazine, its really good.)
ANd then, 3 to 6pm of tortures music class, and basically it was a one to one teaching session, with a pretty hopeless student. haiz. tell me about wasting time, thank god i am paid to do it.
and thereafter.
i had 2 very FUN dance class!! yeah..
it was really fulfilling..
i mean, i felt like i sweat loads, and i danced my heart off.
I bought BK home to eat, and as i was suppose to meet a fren for movie, i decided to call it off, cause i wanna watch AMerican Idol on TV.
The nice fren of mine, actually came to my place to company me watch American Idol. Wat a sweetie i noe..
and yes, that was my "OFF" day, which was jam packed with programs the whole freaking day!!
But well, welcome to the life of MINE!!

I am looking forward to my trip, and i can't wait to leave.
Hard times at work now, i don noe why.
maybe all i really need, is to rejuvenate, and continue striving.

THats all for now, its really late now and i still got work tomorrow!! ARGH!!



240609, WED, 0352hrs

FInally, a chance to breathe.

Just a quick one.
Yesterday i made a really rash decision.

i don't know if its good or bad.

i will be leaving Singapore in 2 weeks time.
just a trip to relax, and an excuse to get away from work..

Will be travelling to a place i have never been b4, and yes, i am terribly excited now.
Only for 1 week, but its good enough.
Germany here i come.



160609, TUE, 0148hrs