Things tt Makes me HaPpY!

Things tt makes me Happy.

1.) Learning and Dancing to a good choreography.
2.) Drinking Bubble tea (WITH Pearls, it sux without them.)
3.) Watching America's Next Top Model (The others are jus not as entertaining.)
4.) Playing Board Games Wit The Right People.
5.) Appreciative Students Who Show Results.
6.) Enjoying Good Food (It will be better if i don put on the weight tt comes wit it.)
7.) Shopping when I have the Money (The word Discount and SALE makes me even happier.)
8.) Having Intellectual Conversation wit Ppl who DO make a Difference in my Life.
9.) Talking To my Dogs (They keep secrets and always lend a listening ear.)
10.) Ogling at HOT models who makes me wants to lose weight. (Both Male & Female Models.)

Keeping it a short and simple post.
A little random i noe. but well, lazy to upload photos again.
needs to lose weight for CNY..
wish me luck, and hope i can stay focus.


280108, MON, 0103hrs.

Its not Wrong for a guy to wear SHORT Shorts ok, especially when I HAVE NICE LEGS!!

Alright i am back after missing for sometime again.. some stuff to share wit u guys..
well depresing news 1st.. death of a really good actor.. and he was onli 28.. HEATH LEDGER.. australian actor who was one of the highly acclaimed gay cowboy in brokeback mountain..
a great lost to hollywood, and he jus saddened the whole world. this picture on the cover of life was really a great picture..
his eyes are jus s expressive.. but sadly i think it speaks of sorrow more than joy..
i hope they will still play his last work which is the "dark knight", and in it, he was the joker.. apparently, it was the role t gave him too much stress..
ther might be a possibility of re shooting wit another actor due to many complications wit the advertising, and they jus don wan to use his death to be a bait for pl to watch this movie. its jus disrespectful. but then, i am sure millions in the world will wan to watch his very last work. and applaud him for it. i am more than sure he did a great job...
well.. life goes on.. i jus hope everything will be better in the future..




Moving ON...
Have been shoping the past 2 days for CNY clothes. i swear shopping makes me happy. for the moment omli. cause thinking about the money spent makes me feel bad..
i am seirously broke, and i have been swiping my debit card, and thus its going to be paid by my mum.. and i must say i don enjoy spending her money at all..
in fact i don enjoy spending ppl's money at all... but i was really broke, and guess its a necessity to get some new clothes for the new year. and i onli bouhgt sale stuff.. to make me fel better..
ok some of the great buys are below..
the foloiwing tee shirt is one tt i have been looking for. BUT cause it was on sale, the left over sizes are XL and XXL.. therefore, the trying to act style me got the XXL one to wear it hip hop style to dance.. haha.. but seroiusly.. i jus love FCUK.. and i must stress its a good buy cause original price was $59, and i got it at onoli $18!!!

Another buy was this pair of shorts. i have been desperately looking for a pair of shorts. since i was in aussie. and guess wat, i bought this pair at "cotton on" which is in fact australia's very own "giordano". haha. lolx.. anyway.. i must confess tis is a ladies item, and i can actually fit size 10 (don be jealous ladies, i have no butt and a small hip) well. when i wanted a new piece and asked the sales gal for it. she seriously gave me the, "ARE U REALLY GOING TO BUY TIS FACE?!?!" i mean ya!! wats wrong.. its not very gal after all. its plain black and its jus a bloody pair of shorts, why can't i buy and wear it.. she is probably jus upset tt i can wear a size smaller than her.. damn bitch... well i got it at $20 when the original price is at $30.. and i didn't get a new pair cause apparently tis was the last piece, or maybe tt bitch is jus too jealous to find me a new one..

SOme other great buy includes another fabulous FCUK tee shrit which is oso the same price as the one i showed above.. a TOPMAN long sleeve tee wit a Hood! yeah. haha. have been wanting to get something wit a hood too. its cost $33, when original price is at $70 plus.. i got another tee shirt at cotton on cause it was jus dirt cheap.. $5!! yes.. its like i can jus wear and throw away la (kiddin, i am not tt wasteful, maybe wear to sleep oso happy). Oh YA!!! i must complain, my mum keeps nagging at me for getting a winter coat so i can bring to aussie, and i have been procrasinating cause i wanted to go aussie and buy, so i wouldn't have to carry it al the way from SG to AUS.. and guess wat, i finally bought one from SPRINGFIELD after much nagging, and when i bought it home, my mum said "WAH, REALLY QUITE HEAVY HOR!!" I seriously ROLLED MY EYES!! I told her its going to take up half my luggage and now she finaly understands.. watever, anyway it was a good buy, nice design and it was on sale too.. got it at $132 when the original was $189.. So although much shopping was done, much swipping of card was done, and loads of money were spent (total of about @ $230) i did help save a lot too!! (total savings = $190 apprioximately)... so i really think i am not tt bad a shopper after all, and i am not tt a spoilt brat who any how spend money right! haha...

MOving on again.. as much as i complain about how iritating primary school kids can get, and i have to face them, scream at them, make them cry, make them learn, in hope of them being smarter 6 DAYS A WEEK, i have found a few heart warming ones, which makes me fill tt my job is worth it after all.. well, i seldom post pictures of ppl on my blog. rather i haven really done tt at all, and guess tis is the 1st post tt i am showing ppl.. real ppl.. perhaps i might jus post my own pics soon. guess it might be time to "come out of the closet" bout tis blog. haha.. well lets see how it goes.. ok here goes the GOOD students i have,..

Tis gal tt u see actually comes form taiwan, she plays the er hu which i don usually teach, onli i had to relieve my fren tt one day and i taught her, and another boi (who is equally good too)... They had so much respect for me (which is crucial) and as much as i can feel tt they think its damn tough, they kept trying, and they hardly complain even though i nag at them all the time to practice.. and look at how happy she is when iasked her to pose for me to take picutres (they were trying out their new costumes for performance and competition). She tries to be funny sometimes, but deep down, i noe she is a smart gal who simply needs attention.. haha..

Tis boi tt u see is Oso not my direct student cause he plays the Suona.. but i realy luv him cause he is SUPER POLITE (TIS speaks alot about his upbringing, and i am proud of his mum and dad) and pretty smart too. onli primary4, i gave a talk about chinese orchestra to his class recently (Note tt my job is to teach, and this talk was jus a desperate attempt to get more students to joing the orchestra, and since i have been really experinced in introducing the orchestra all thanks to MDC, i jus did my colleague a favour), and as he was from the orchestra itself, i asked him to share his experince, and he jus gladly stood up, and i can see he was really shy, cause when he spook, he was like lost for words.. well. and talking to him, he is jus full of respect for u.. i feel stress at times talking to him, cause when i ask him to help me carry stuff, i seriously feel bad (but doesn't all the teachers do tt when we were in school?!?!) ANd he is such a smart smart boi who excels at his instrument, and i believe his studies too.. he is wat i call a "minister potential" kind of person. seroiusly.. if onli my own students were like these.. haha..

sadly, most of my students are DEVILS!! and i mean it.. mostly boys, cause i teach percussion, they can really get on my nerves.. well.. i felt tt i have typed a lot.. teaching is really tiring, despite the short hours, as compared to other jobs, alot a lot of effort is being put inside for every lesson, which u serously don understand, unless u do it urself..

i might not be teaching anymore after graduating form uni, cause i probably have to find a real full time job, but i think i did a pretty good job in helping singpaore groom young talents.. haha.. shameless i noe, but i am seroiusly damn proud of my students.. hundreds of them since the 1st day i taught..

well.. guess this is a ot for a post, so i shal end here cause its almost 1am already and i need to wake up at 6.30am tomolo!! cause i will be teaching from 8-12pm, then 1-5pm. come on, who says SAT are fun, they are not when u have to work like me. haha.. jus hopping things will jus go on smoothly everyday.. tiring yes, but praying tt its not depressing..

Oh shit.. b4 i go.. i must tell everyone tt "27 dresses" is like one my Favourite movie now (everyone go watch!!), and i luv JAMES MARSDEN to death. he is such a versatile actor wit so much charmm.. loves him. faints faints faints.. ok bye..

260108, SAT, 0047hrs

Back...

PLS tell me i have not lost my capabilities to maintain a decent frenship.

Gonna upload some pictures.. and type lesser.. had a couple of rough days..
and hoping tt life will be better.. and i will be more at peace wit myself..
i should stop expecting so much..
it is hurting my frenship wit ppl.
it is hurting my students when i scold them.
it is hurting myself when i don get wat i expect.

well the follwing pictures are taken at the new terminal 3 in Singapore..
my 1st time there to send my beloved fag hag off...
nice place.. spacious and not so packed yet..
well. jus random shots..
and my rich fag hag actully flew 1st class.. i wonder when i will have the chance to do so la!!





well.. the folloing picture is taken from a musicians point of view on stage.. check out the hundread of audience seats watiiting to be fiilled..

and this is the score tt i read.. apart from loking at the conductor and my instrument... lame i noe..

well i am chattin wit a "fren" online.. well. i jus don noe how to consider a fren, a fren now..

why are things so complicated??

have never had a hugh problem wit frenship.. and i dare swear wit my life tt i hardly ever in my life, treat a fren badly in anyway..

but seems tt ppl have mistook my kindness, or either take them for granted..

all i hope for is a sincere and honest frenship.. not one tt is determined by materialistic measures and compliments tt might not be true..

220108, TUE, 0041hrs.

I am Such A Drama King..

went for another rehearsal yesterday..
the show is tomolo..
probably one of my last official shows here, discounting the possible gigs i can get during CNY..
i mean at least tis is a reheased show. haha..
well its wit NYP and i was jus thinking tis might be the last show..
cause going back to ausie soon for almost a year.

i was frequently asked to bring my instrument there, but seriously, its jus too troublesome for the lazy me..
and wit tt said, it will probably mean the end of my performing life, cause not touching the instru for 10 months is as good as giving up already.. haha.. musicians should noe wat i mean..
if u r not, then don comment.

oh yeah, watever, but serously i mis the stage..
yes, here i am going at it again..
i mean how often do u get hundreds or even thousands of ppl looking at you, and clapping or cheering for u, for doing wat u enjoy..
doesn't tt sound good.. seroiusly.. it sure its an adrenaline rush..

hoping to carry on some sort of perofrming arts in my life.. maybe dancing.. maybe modelling.
which both i am workking very hard towards now.. have spent way too much effort in music i guess..

well, my fren was jus telling me, even one day when i don get to perform on stage anymore,
my life will still be a performance watched by many.
thanx to the ever drama ways i lead my life..
haha.. i don deny tt, but seroiusly, i like my life like tis. fulll of surprises, suspense, tears, blood, joy, sex and wat ever so not.

i noe i make the best drama.. haha..
HAIL THE DRAMA KING!!!


170108, THU, 1231hrs.

Victoria's secret fashion show rox my world!!

wanted to post some random pictures to share.
but my laptop is giving me problems..
don ask me wat problems cause i can;t answer..
i jus can't access to my memory card, cause it jus refuse to read..

FUCK UP!! I SWEAR!!.

oh yeah.. not much mood now ...
anyway i jus wan to say ictoria's secret fashion show rox my world.. totally..
i noe i a bit slow.. but still, i don have much chance to youtube now work have started again..
and year, catched up a little on JDMA, finally got the chance..
now tt ther is no more top model, JDMA is the next best thing..
luvs janice too..

arighht keeping it short..
going to sleep soon...


150107, TUE, 0146hrs

Random Post from a WannaBe HOT Blogger.

Really random stuff tt came to my mind while shitting.

Found a new way to make me treasure my life more, and noe tt i should be happy for my life. and tt is, reading the orbituaries...
knowing tt ppl have left the world and there are still loved ones in tis world is like super heart wrenching.. and till the day tt i may have to face this situation..
i am telling myself, i am the most blessed person on earth and i should face life positively..
and note from a fren tt i should never self pity..
which i must admit i do at times.

congrats to the fren who got into the semi finals of the talent quest tt she took part in.. basically, voting plays a part in the results and it cost bloody 50cents to vote!! wat a great way to make money..
and as i wanted to vote for her.. seriously i wanted to,, and i was digging my pockets for some lose change, which i think might make up 3 votes, the gal infront of me yelled!! she said "wat kind of pathetic supporter are u?!?!" and she jus whipped out a 10 doller note and threw it at the counter.. thank god she wasn't refering to me, but her fren.. and the embaressed me jus decided to not vote for her anymore, cause i knew a lot of her richer frens are doin so for her..
shame on me, but i truely supported her. at least i was there for like freaking 4 hours.. enduring great heat at a point in time.. *ahem* i was still recovering from my terribly virus infection..

I am back to my addiction of addictinggames.com whereby i play random dumb games, sometimes smart games to destress and relax..
good thing is, i am stuck to my laptop more, so i might jus blog more too.. correction, its actually a bad thing..

Bought a new bag for school this year!! yeah... adidas messenger bag. haha.. its blach wit white strips.. typical me i noe...
my wind breaker and my visor is in this color too.. but who cares.. i look good in them.. and i bought it cause its cheap.. in desperate attemts to save money now... $60 bucks, but got offer!!! i save $20 bucks cause its onli going at $40.. good buy right!!
too many things to buy.. hoping to strike lottery or money to appear in my account..
sugar mummy and daddy are great too..
i make great company.. i have the brains and the looks.. shamelessly promoting myself..

my facebook account is filled wit tons of quizes that i do to find out more about myself!!!
i noe it sound ridiculous.. but i jus can't resist some of it.. haha..
"find out when will u get married"
"find out wat ur birthdate means"
"find out which flower are you"
"find out wat kind of guys attract you"
"find out .........................."

fill in the blanks.. too many to name.. i should post some of the interesting results here.. haha..
well.. i am tired of typing for now..
and i am so gonna go back to my adicting games! yeah.. its not called addicting for nothing ok!!

at least i am feeling a little more sunshine now despite the daily rain..
smiles...


120107, SAT, 2235hrs.

Goals in my life.. As of 2008...

well.. jus wanted to say a few words cause i got feeling ar..
well life is short.. and jus in case i might jus leave tis world too suddenly, at least i have a few stuff tt i wan to make clear.. haha..
well not a laughing matter i noe.. but guess these are jus things i wanna say to assure myself of my presence on Earth.

As i grow older, i change more. i can see the difference.. but somethings neer change.
Me being ambitious. its jus gets worst.. but nothing wrong.
i remember dreaming about the things tt ppl never dare to, or dreaming bout the things whereby ppl seriously think i am jus dreaming..
at times.. i count myself lucky.. but most of the time.. i noe its because i dreamed, and thats why i made it..

its sad when someone has no more dreams....
well.. lets jus say a lot of things in my life are like a dream come true... for example..
Being able to study abroad.
Being able to perform on soooo soooo many stages receving the applauase of so many ppl.
Being able to be called slim (i remember being fat more then half of my life)
Being able to dance, considering my arthritis and a late learner.

these are the major ones which i am grateful for life..
but then i have never stopped dreaming, although there are times when i felt tt i should jus give it all up, but actually, all i need was a break to re charge myself
i don like setting new year resolutions.. but instead i like to set goals for myself, in my life..
and i noe i have achieved a lot more than some other ppl my age.. but on the other hand, i noe i have a lot more yet to be done.

Studying abroad gave me a lot of time to think.. and sometimes think to much, but wit tt said, i have added on a few more dreams for myself to achieve..
TO be a TOP Model in the world. Doing ads for major brands.
Walk the Runway in Europe.
To be on Oprah one day due to my fame and help needy ppl and inspire humans.
To grace the cover of all major magazines in the world. including Times magazine.
To start a business which will lead to an empire for the next generation.
To support causes and charities around the world.
To have a scholarship named after me.
To have a road named after me.
To finish up my doctorate, cause i wan "Dr Louis" to be on my tomb, not jus "Louis".

well.. these are some of my life goals..
life is a journey, and i don really believe in jus setting New year resolutions..
i plan for the future. and tts how i see my future.
everyone has a destiny to fulfil.. and i noe i have a hugh one ahead..
the onli sad thing is i noe if i wan to achieve all tt i dream, i might end up alone at the end of the day.
and honestly, to be able to acheive all these, i noe i need the support of a partner...
but wellz.. this is the tricky part. cause relationships can either break or make me..
and tt sux..
well enough blabering.. i jus hope tt one day when i am down..
tis post can make me remember how strong i am a person deep inside..
too many things in life, too little time...
one step at a time.. and i will make it through...
GO SUNSHINE!! Be the brightest one of all ;p


110108, FRI, 2100hrs

SICK BOI. totallly feel like i am dead soon.

I am so damn bloody sick!

went to see the doctor when i woke up today and i am not going to work today.

haiz. i haven felt so sick for soooo damn bloody long.

and basically i jus have throat infection, which has now lead to cough, flu, headache and occasional fever. yup.it totally sux.

check out the medication i got it totally rox la. 4 cute little pills. haha. loves it., i noe i am crazy. but colors make me happy!

Alright. some of the reasons why i fall sixk inclused.. the ever changing weather in Singapore. which can get really windy cold and wet.. the lack of sleep due to my insomia recently. and also the students i have to face almost daily. check tis picture out.

Tis is jus one of the many schools that i have to teach. and primary school kids are really really hard to coach. its nmot jus about 1 plus 1 equals to 2. certain kids jus have ZERO music genes in them. they are so teribbly and horrible when it comes to music they can hardly keep a beat! OMG..

ok ok. as i am sick. i am not gonna say much here today. jus wan to rest and not think. haha.

busy life in singapore. guess tts jus life for me here.

hope everything goes well in this coming year. looking forward to it.

i would hope tt all my frens will be happier tis year, i feel ashame tt i can't help them most of the time cause i am emotionally unstable myself, and i try to stray away form ppl who makes me upset. its very selfish of me, but i only wan to hang out wit happy ppl to stay happy.

;life is too short. apologies to the frens who felt left out by me when they need me. pls do understand tt i am easuly influenced by misery and will be brought to the worng side almost instantly.

stay strong everyone. cause the greatest disease of all time to me is DEPRESSION.

090108, TUE, 1346hrs.

I don noe wat i am doin. in a bad way.

wanted to do some random blogging.
somehthing weird happened.
today is y rest day at home. after sleeping for 12 hours last nite, and waking up in the noon today, i must say i covered the lost sleep the previous nite. weird i noe.
long day yesterday, teach in the morning, badminton int he afternoon, and cafe hangout at nite.
anoter new hangout place. HIDE OUT CAFE!! co owned by my fren's brother, its a board game themed cafe and of course i like it la.. i am a board game fanatic can. its much healthier then mahjong and arcade. haha..
oh well, so i totally concussed on the bed upon reaching home.
back to the main point. paiseh, OOP again..
oh went swimmin after lunch and then head home to continue my online gaming, no i don do those violent killing games, i am now addicted to picross, its kinda of like a mind game la.
think sudoku and cross word puzzle..
its jus my kinda fo stuff..
ok then i got hungry and deided to head downstairs to c wat up wit my neighbourhood.
i haven really walked around since i am back anyway. haha..
OMG. i realised there is a new bubble tea shop!! damn it, i am so gonna drink more of those sinful stuff now there is one jus under my block. and then i wanted to eat fruits. so i went to the fruits stall.. and i got myself 2 slices of fruits, which i noe cost $1. cause i am a regular. or rather use to be a regular.. and i gave the aunty 10 bucks..
the change is of course 9 bucks, but she onli gave me back $8.20..
damn it..
i mena i obviously noe is the worng change cause 1st,
i can count damn bloody well, think high distinction for financial management, and lots of As since primary school for maths.
2nd, she tok damn bloody long to give me back my change, when 10-1 is obviously 9!!! how hard can tt be?
oh wells, the WEIRD thing i was talking baout happens here..
MOI jus walked away being short changed despite knowing so!! damn gal, how stupid can i be!!
maybe i was jus not int he mood to quareel, and she took damn long to give me back my change, so i was guessing, she don have enough coins or somthing like tt. although its onli 80 cents, i feel sad for myself. don ask me why, cause i noe i deserved it.
i jus thinki am chaning.. in a weird way. watever, then it was back to buying bubble tea for myself and then some chicken wings for dinner.
OH WELLS.. tell me i am weird! its jus so not me to get back wat i deserve and wat i wan!!
OMG.. xianz.. i don noe wat i am doing..


060108, SUN, 1619hrs

This is like the 1st official post in 2008! haha..

ok i am stuck at home today.


was thinking of going ack camp. but couldn't find company and seems tt most ppl in company are ot around at tis time of the year. most still on hoiday mood eh. haha..


maybe some other day then.


well then was thinking of swimming in the noon but it rained., bloody hell. damn xian..


so now i am stuck at home, and thought of blogging, although i don noe wat to say.


trying not to think too much.


living my life in a zone out mode. meaning jus do watever i need to do, and not think so much.


i don get high easily, and i wouldn't get depressed easily too.


shall type wat i remember then.





Yesterday was quite a packed day. met up wit him. this guy i am dating. the guy wit a whole load of free tickets . haha..


well met him at far east and i went to pluck my eye brows. totally therepeutic.


went to topman/topshop to get my fren's burfdae present, and i ended up buying something for myself again.. a gold tie, totally glam looking. haha..


went to cartel for lunch thereafter cause the set lunch is pretty cheap 9.50. but it was really not tt good. but if u r hungry, it is actually pretty feeling. wit a free cup of ice tea, a bowl of soup, a main course, dessert and free low of bread. definaltey worth it.


but really, its not tt nice.


then after tt, i forced him to go arcade wit me, cause he is not the arcade kind, but i am kinda of hooked onto it now. especially the one at PS!! cause they have the games tt i like to play, its those tt are a little outdated.. like puzzle fighter. haha.. totally luv tt game..


then after tt, we went to the museum (oso much persuaded by moi) to visit an exhibition,.


well, its the greek aftefects from the lourve!!! OMG.. since i don see myself going to paris any time soon, how can i miss this exhibition!!


totally luv it.. i mean it was tiring, cause i had to stand for hours, but lets jus say its quite an experince, cause u really don get such chance unless u go to paris. and then again, when u r really there, u usually wouldn't want to spend the whole day at the museum cause there is so much to see. haha..


there were onli 130 artefects and i took like 2 hours. can't imagine there are like thousands of artefects at the lourve la..


i need to stay in paris for at least a year. haha.


shoudl consider upon graduation.


then after museum, i went for dance again. haha.


and guess wat, after dance, i went to the airport to send my fren off. he is going to dubai as he is gonna work for emirates as a fklight attendant!! wat a dream.. hmmm.. i hope i can be like him too, but i would rahter work for SQ, at least i will be based in singapore and not dubai..


well tt sums up my eventful yesterday. was out from 11am till 12 midnight.. totally shag. and gues wsat, when i got home, i actually had time to watch another movie online. its called "dan in real life" haha. it was alright , but definatley not worth it if u watch in the cinema. well.. watveer,, thank god its my rest day today, so i an do watever i wan!!


alright don feel like typing much anymore.. shall try to upload some photos.

At the entrance of the singapore antional museum. haha.. wat a hugh poster eh...

TIs is taken inside the museum, but not at the exhibition hall.. jus to tell tourist where the exhibits are actually. anyway the statue is actually apollo the greek god of prophecy, music, healing, and later, the sun.. killing a lizard, to signify triumph from the evil of something like tt. pardon me for haivng a lousy memory.

The 2 posters above are taken outside the exhibition hall, as no photography is allowed inside, tts all i can show u guys. these are some of the features of the exhibition.

the 1st one tt u see is oso one of my favourite. he is actually ares, the greek god of war. the statue is hugh about 2m and it is very very realistic. the proportions an everthing is jus great. and for the fact it is naked makes tt a plus point. haha.. jus kiddin. most of the statues are naked casue in the past during greek times, most of them are jus naked.. simple.. nothing to hide, isn't tt cool. and moreover he is a god! how cool.. and the 3rd picture is the greek goddess of love and beauty. another main feature. actually onli the head of the statue is original, the body was being rebuilt after they have found the head onli. she is well known to hold a apple in one had, and a mirror in the other. yeah. of course to signify wat she represents, luv and beauty. don ask me how tt works, cause i am not tt professional, but she is really a beauty. the proportions of her face, despite being a really old statue, is really really well done. and although its a statue, u can almost feel emotions from them when u c them in real life.. most of them being quite sad and emo though. btw she is also said to be ares mistress..

and the one in the middle is actually a really small bronze statue in the exhibition. not so hugh like the poster. and i can't really recall tis artefact.. i onli know tt its someone who is half sheep and half human, cause there is like 2 mane on his forehead.. well.. another greek mythology, but i really can't remember..

too much to read and rmemeber yesterday, but overall, its quite an experince.. admission fee for stufdents is onli 4 bucks, and its also quite a nice place to jus relax and wind down..

alright, gonna go rest again b4 dance class later.. yawnz...

040108, FRI, 1534hrs