Friday, January 11, 2008

Goals in my life.. As of 2008...

well.. jus wanted to say a few words cause i got feeling ar..
well life is short.. and jus in case i might jus leave tis world too suddenly, at least i have a few stuff tt i wan to make clear.. haha..
well not a laughing matter i noe.. but guess these are jus things i wanna say to assure myself of my presence on Earth.

As i grow older, i change more. i can see the difference.. but somethings neer change.
Me being ambitious. its jus gets worst.. but nothing wrong.
i remember dreaming about the things tt ppl never dare to, or dreaming bout the things whereby ppl seriously think i am jus dreaming..
at times.. i count myself lucky.. but most of the time.. i noe its because i dreamed, and thats why i made it..

its sad when someone has no more dreams....
well.. lets jus say a lot of things in my life are like a dream come true... for example..
Being able to study abroad.
Being able to perform on soooo soooo many stages receving the applauase of so many ppl.
Being able to be called slim (i remember being fat more then half of my life)
Being able to dance, considering my arthritis and a late learner.

these are the major ones which i am grateful for life..
but then i have never stopped dreaming, although there are times when i felt tt i should jus give it all up, but actually, all i need was a break to re charge myself
i don like setting new year resolutions.. but instead i like to set goals for myself, in my life..
and i noe i have achieved a lot more than some other ppl my age.. but on the other hand, i noe i have a lot more yet to be done.

Studying abroad gave me a lot of time to think.. and sometimes think to much, but wit tt said, i have added on a few more dreams for myself to achieve..
TO be a TOP Model in the world. Doing ads for major brands.
Walk the Runway in Europe.
To be on Oprah one day due to my fame and help needy ppl and inspire humans.
To grace the cover of all major magazines in the world. including Times magazine.
To start a business which will lead to an empire for the next generation.
To support causes and charities around the world.
To have a scholarship named after me.
To have a road named after me.
To finish up my doctorate, cause i wan "Dr Louis" to be on my tomb, not jus "Louis".

well.. these are some of my life goals..
life is a journey, and i don really believe in jus setting New year resolutions..
i plan for the future. and tts how i see my future.
everyone has a destiny to fulfil.. and i noe i have a hugh one ahead..
the onli sad thing is i noe if i wan to achieve all tt i dream, i might end up alone at the end of the day.
and honestly, to be able to acheive all these, i noe i need the support of a partner...
but wellz.. this is the tricky part. cause relationships can either break or make me..
and tt sux..
well enough blabering.. i jus hope tt one day when i am down..
tis post can make me remember how strong i am a person deep inside..
too many things in life, too little time...
one step at a time.. and i will make it through...
GO SUNSHINE!! Be the brightest one of all ;p


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