Its been a long and busy week. I need a break!

I haven blog for ages. i always want to.
but either i lose the motivation to, or i am seously seirously tired at nite.
Too many gatherings and rehearsal tis week.
performance tomolo and on SUN.
a little stres about helping my fren do the emceeing tomolo.
well.. i wanted some extra cash, and take my craft to the next level.
yeah i have hosted lots of school shows during MDC time. andi did a few hosting gigs for schools too.. but seroiusly, nothing as big as tomolo. cause its at victoria concert hall, and i got to anchor the whole freaking show. MYSELF!! no co host. damn it..
and seriuslt.. the toughest part is to be bi linguel.
i really must admit my mandarin is BAD BAD BAD.. haiz.. but watever, i am jus gonna do it tomolo. and i noe i am going to do a good job. jus need a little kick in the ass.
when i gret to the venue tomolo, then realitry will hit me, and t is whne i will start to really panick. haha..
seriouly too many happeninings the past few days.. lets see..
including meeting up wit loads of frens. whom i haven seen for ages..
an eciting dance competition called code edge held at zouk.. so yeah, i had been to zouk, but i didn't really club. the competition is crazily good.. i swear it blew me away. screamed till my voice was gone. haha..
then watched my fren's dance compeition the next day at the Arts house. which was GREAT too. i am so motivcated to dance my life out..
previewed a few more movies thanx to him, and the free tickets.
loved the upcoming korean show, le grande chef.. luv the male lead. so bloody cute..
loads of rehearsal.. and i am getting paid for some of it. so i am glad tt could bring me jus a few more bucks next month.. desperately broke.. i swear..
Oh.. and yes, i did my nude photoshoot tt i promised to model for. and tt is for free. jus tt i get to keep some of the photos. haha.. can't wait to see.. but i jus hope it helped. haha.. i grew fatter.. so not a good thing..
still kinda of depressed. not feeling the high yet..
maybe i jus need a break, a proper one.. i mena i have been working like crazy too much, and i don think i am earning much. so tts sad.
alright, i am off to rehearsal soon, so i need to get ready.. included a few photos..


This picture was taken at the arts house.. my 1st time watchign a show there. there are loads of stuff there.. and tis is like a gallery, and a lot of space for events.
the performaning area was really small, but very intimate. the dancers are literally right in front of me la. haha. i swear its damn stress..

And yes, tis is the fabulously good show tt i watched at the arts house.. and yes it was SOLD OUT.. how do i noe its a good show?? its when i noe i don mind watcfhing it again! haha.. my fren didn't perform much tt nite, but i must say he wsas great too. i didn't noe he can dance so well now!! i am terribly impressed.. he did salsa and lets jus say it was HOT HOT HOT!!

Oh yes. and tis is now my favourite hangout.. ms clarity cafe at katong. haha there are2 more outlets, one at bugis, and the other at thomson. but tis is new, and there are always very few ppl, so i like it a lot.. had a few great gatherings here. look at how the colors can cheer u up! OMG.. it jus made me happy. and gues wat, i am meeting my fren again there tonite, to play board games!! yes i am addicted to board games.. so much healthier and fun to do so.. heehee...

alright.. i am tired and i really really need to go!!!

bye now..

hopping for a better time ahead. i have suffered, but i have learned and grow too.. things still suck. but i am jus gonna take it like a man. and do wat i need to do..

i jus need to stay focus, and fulfil my destiny. i have HUGH shoes to fill. i noe tt.. and i am so not going to disappoint. fuck those who r in my way. get lost!

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