love ended...

ok.i am in some ridiculous costume now for a photo choot.. wat da hell.. waste my time.. anyway.. nothing to do so jus wanna blog.. hmm.. so bored.. i really jus don noe wat ot say now.. ok..
one of my best buddy jus broke up with her GF.. and they were like together for so long already.. think he;s not really sad.. but his GF is extremely upset.. and jus last sunday.. she even organise a BBQ celebration for him at sentosa.. eventhough they are not together now.. and can c tt she was not happy at all.. but she still turn up and stuff.. must have caused her a bomb too.. i really respect the courage in her to turn up for events ,like tt.. or even organising it.. think my buddy is dating other gals liao.. actually all the while think he has been dating someone else le.. and his luv for her isn;t strong anymore.. but guess its her who has been holding on.. i really must she she is very brace and strong.. and i was listening to radio toeday and they played a song.. a song which really makes my tear jerk.. its yong qi by guang liang.. its jus so touching and meaningful.. gotta find the lyrics to post here now............................... ok ..can;t find.. will post somw other time.. gotta go..

EQ Test..

Your EQ is 140

My EQ is 140!! OMG>> hahaha.... 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty Interesting?? hmmm i am a little surprise at the results though.. cause some questions, u jus wanna give the political right answers, but i think its not true.. so i jus be myself and choose the totally bitchy option.. so i thought i must have had bad EQ most of the times.. especially when i am not in the mood.. but hey i am surprise to receive this result.. well i am not really a fake person unless u r fake with me lor.. so being straight forward, i can be quite harsh at times.. haha.. but yeh.. think EQ is so much more important then IQ.. but both oso important lar.. asnyway i was thinking of stuff to blog.. but only came across this when i was looking at my friends blog.. haha.. a lot of the,.. then i feel really happy when i got mention in their blog.. i am narcissitic maybe.. cause having them mention me jus means they still remember me.. yeah.. i am so happy.. so easy to be happy right.. oh yah.. then wat else.. actually i enjoy reading people's blog so i noe how they are doing recently.. especially those that i haven meet up for extremely long.. but somtimtes when u read the blog of people u c everyday, it can be quite sad when u didn't realise they actually feel this way.. until u read wat they have to say.. its jus simply because we always take for granted that they are fine and happy.. and we don really spend more time trying to understand them and noe wat they really are feeling.. hmmm sad right.. oh ya.. and u guys should jus try this EQ test out.. haha.. http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyoureqquiz/ Thursday, August 10, 2006 nothing to be happy about.... OMG.. i haven blog for like almost a month liao.. haha.. ok ok.. lets c wat i got to share.. first and foremost.. i failed my driving test.. wat da fuck.. i could have passed if not for the mistake at the rank course.. jus so disappointed with myself lar.. so stupid.. i really want to pass the 1st time.. but it jus didn;t happen./. so really upset.. ok watever.. must try harder the next time.. can;t believe i failed still.. so so stupid.. and was jus xian the pass month.. living like there was seriously no motivation and pointless.. worked pretty much during the weekends.. must start saving le man.. i realise i can be really rich already if i had started saving.. but honestly, can;t resist buying stuff all the time.. like i jus bought a few heap CDs.. those from china.. they are pretty good.. best of all is Fan fan's one.. haha. the songs are jus so nice.. very pleasing to the ears and also the lyrics are great.. meaningful.. oh and there is this new guy in company.. nice guy.. great to talk to.. cause think he likes to hear me crap.. not really crap but we jus chat bout random stuff.. and i quite like it.. cause it gets me thinking.. the other things that i am doing everyday jus doesn't get me thinking.. OMG>. i am so wasting my life away here.. and i am so hungry now but i seriously need to lose weight man.. i am getting so fat and i am getting depressed over the fact that i am fat.. but the thing is if i don eat, i get cranky too.. life is so contradicting.. sometimes i feel really lost.. i jkus don noe wat to do in life.. i jus wan someone by my side to share the time wit me.. it sux being lonely.. i jus can;t cope wit it that well.. i am so sick and tired of doing nothing.. but yet.. i rather do nothing then doing something that is meaningless. another contradiction.. i feel like i am wasting my life away again.. like totally.. was chatting with tt special someone again on the day when i failed my driving and the sms that we exchanged was like so much its count;ess la.. jus don understand why he can;t jus call and chat. he says he's always busy and no time for himself cause he needs to company ppl.. quite sad to hear tt cause he don seem to have much time for me.. does he even miss me a little.. like at least think of me occasionally.. its jus so sad when u noe the truth.. cause the truth always hurt.. ya i do meet up wit ppl/.. there is this guy who i s aquarius and he lied to me about his age.. not tt it matters cause i don really like him in the first place.. and i jus slept wit him cause probably i was bored.. the sex was really bad.. i didn;t like it.. think he didn;t too.. and i hated myself.. doing something tt i will regret and hate.. and try not to contact him but feel like a total jerk if i don. then come another person who wans to meet up.. another old friend. but kinda of afraid now.. wat if it turns out bad again?? who says its great to be loved.. cause if its the wrong perspn who likes u, then its jus totally irritating la.. but watever.. i really wan to meet someone who understands me and who is like me.. its jus so hard.. and i hope is a gal.. i am meeting guys all the time and i am so sick of meeting guys already.. i need a woman i life.. until my friend oso think i am gay already.. but seriously i am bi., no doubt about it.. jus tt the ppl i get to meet in life now is jus simply all guys.. and it gets reaally irritating.. cause guys can get so typical.. and i jus need a good change in life.. i am so not happy now.. thought passing my driving can make me happier but it jus didn;t happen/. ok watever.. getting sad typing this stuff.. so gonna stop now.. About Me Name: SunShine Location: Brisbane, Ipswich, Australia I am TRISEXUAL, i luv gals, i luv guys and i luv myself. I have an alter ego named sunshine. SunShine is the nicest and most happening guy who wans to work it on the runway and rock everybody's life. But the real me, is a typical scorpio. Constantly needing luv and attention, absolutely revengeful and competitive.. A hugh Ego and my pesimmistic thinking makes me the most hated person on EARTH. My blog is full of hatred and misery cause i wan to put the scorpion side of me into words and vent my frustration here, so i can keep the sunshine part of me in my everyday life. Tis blog is not for the faint hearted, who thinks they really noe me.. cause i am not who u think i am.. View my complete profile Links Google News Edit-Me Edit-Me Previous Posts New post in 2011 Welcome 2010 :) Back, not for good. Waiting to go onboard my first 12 hour flight. Don't judge me for who I am. OFF DAY?!?! FInally, a chance to breathe. 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