第一次

当你看着我
我没有开口已被你猜透
爱是没把握
还是没有符合你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让实现开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久

是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由......对我

感觉你属于我
感觉你的眼朦
第一次就决定绝不回错
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久


hey hey,... i am finally back.. miss updating my blog but haven found the time to do so..
ok.. slacking wit my friends in camp cause most of them went out for show.. can;t wait for later cause going to meet my friends for ktv session again.. yeah!!
loves it..hahaha....
and u must be wondering why i posted the above lyrics..
haha..
cause was watching a channel U show yesterday called Say i do.. its a show why they help the guy or the gal propose to their partners.. i really love the show.. despite its local, low cost and a quite low class.. BUT BUT BUT.. whenever the proposing segment comes, i willk cry.. ah!!! I AM FREAKING EMO.. but its really touching.. and its sooo sincere.,. the lov.. u can jus c it..
so yesterday, a english speaking guy, who seldoms, or never speaks in mandarin, sang the above song bu guang liang for his GF and propose to her.. OMG.. oh so touching.. its her favourite song so he went to learn it and sang to the public!! its damn stress can.. but he is jus so sincere.. and i jus fell in luv wit the song.. haiz.. i am such a sucker in love.. so emo..
and was watching grey's anatomy on MON.. and i cried too.. the part when they had to put the dog to sleep.. its jus so so so so.. terribblleeee.... and was reading my friend's blog jus now. she coated some of the stuff that the ppl said on the show.. it is jus so good!!. OMG.. ok ok.. i am starting to love US DRAMA>> and heard from my fag hag that queer as folk final season is out.. i thought its season5 that was the last.. but apparently its. not.. thank GOD>!!! i can have more drama..
okok..
Well.. actually the past weeks have been quite fun.. one of the most memorable was also my friend;s BD and she treated us to dinner at Les Amis.. the food was really good and the whole experience.. it is jus memorable.. and i love get togethers. makes me treasure life more.. and oso stay positive..
Of course there are plenty of upset stuff these past weeks oso.. like my MR MO, think he left for taiwan already, but it seems tt he doesn;t even miss me a little.. he is forever busy i understand.. but he is totally not making the effort.. maybe we are jus not meant to be. maybe its jus the wrong place at the wrong time.. he said he can;t get over the past yet and i am too young.. all these are jus bullshit.. but watever, i have seen enough to know wats real and wats crap.. but i will jus be positive la.. trying to. as much as it hurts, its better to lov then to have lost..
ok ok.. wat other happenings???
oh heard that there was some unhappinesses going on between my friends due to some luv issues, the past and present seems to be questioning the future.. basically, i jus think that luv is really bitter sweet..
wat is love.. some ppl wan it, some detest it. some ppl can't handle it, some jus plays wit it like toys on their fingertips. haiz.. its plain cruel..
ok.. think tts all i wanna talk bout now.. have found some more stuff for later postings.. haha.. hope tt i can blog again soon..

SUCCEED!!!

Self Confidence - Like urself, trust urself and believe in urself cause u r the most important person in ur world.
Understanding - Know where ur coming from and where u r heading towards, Don jus noe how, Know WHY?
Creativity - Be curious, ambitious and imaginative as this will lead to progress by breaking free from routines.
Collaboration - Share your goals, divide ur load, and multiply ur succeses
Excellence - "Good Enough" is no good at all, push for perfection.
Enjoyment - Enjoy wat u do, ur success and wat success brings to u.
Determination - Work hard to reach ur goals, ur r not trying hard enough if it doesn't hurt.

hey.. i was reading a book called succedd wit me.. haha.. a great book.. motivaition and helpful.. anyway, the 7 words above are derived fomr the word Succeed and i really believe in it.. haha
will try to work towards them..

Anyway had a really bad nightmare last nite.. haven had one for the longest time.l so i was so scared i had to ask my mum to zzzz wit me last nite.. OMG.. jus don wanna think bout it..

and ya.. messages my Mr. MO yesterady and today but he never reply// sad man.. haiz.. wat to do.. but i know he's busy.. i jus hope he will not jus let me go without telling me.. sometimes things jus happen the way u don wan it to be.. sux right.. ok ok.. watever it is.. i wanna stop le.. jus XIanz..

Does Age Really Matter..

Wow.. realised i haven blog for like 2 weeks le.. always motivated by my frens blog so i must write something.. haha.. hmmm.. wat can i say.,. has been really fat and flaabby recently.. relally lazy to exercise.. so it is really bad.. i must do something really soon man.. i am fucking fat..
hmm.. oh ya.. recently met someone.. a Medical officer. haha.. and met him on the MRT.. can u believe iot.. it was so random and unbelievable.. i jus chatted him up and then it jus happened.. but guess its quite hard for us to have anything going on cause he is really busy and i am busy too.. moreover.. we come from quite a different background.. so i am not feeling really hopefull.. i jus hope it turns out well.. at least a friend.. but guess we r always searching.. for ttt somwone special.. and ya.. he still can;t quite get over his past experience.. well.. long story so not going to say here... and u noe wats irritating.,. he is only 4 years older then me but it seems tt it is 40 to him.. aiyoh.. and he can;t stop complaining.. haiz.. is age really tt important.. i mean it matters but i amsure it wouldn;t kill eh.. and things can alweays be compromise.. haiz.. but guess differemt ppl different thinking lor..
but i feel tt i am interested in this MO not because he is good looking.. i am jus attracted to him.. jus a click.. don really noe wat happen.. but it jus did.. and he is Aquarius.. guess i am always attracted to aquarius,.. but i hope its not jus superficial lar..
oh and was watching Ms world 2006 a few days back.,. and guess wat... the host is super hot.. haha.. i went to google him and knew his name is Tim Vincent.. haha.. and guess wat.. he is Scorpio.. no wonder he is so hot and charming.. haha..
ok watever.. my sucky day is going to start soon.. so better get started soon.. i am glad i blog today.l. heehee.. miss blogging...