Utter Disappointment in my results.

I am such a wreck.
I did so poorly in one of my mid sems, i don even noe what to do now.
I did not fail. I got a 4.
which is like a pass only.
technically speaking, its like a 62.5 out of 100.
its like the worst i have done ever in my whole uni life.

I hate myself now.
I wan the old me back.
the sunshine.
the fighter.
the competitor.
the one and only.

it has been a rough semester.
i am doing 4 courses as usual, and i have gotten some sort of assignments back for all 4 courses.
and NONE of them gave me a 7. which is a high distinction.
have i really slacked off tt much?
wat happened?
i still try hard. but i guess its not hard enough.
am i too complacent?
it is so saddening.
a 4 for this dreaded course called financial reporting.
and all 6s for the other 3 courses.
i am jus banging on my final exams, and the other projects now.
i really do hope i can pull myself back in this one month time.
and be ready for my final final exam here in UQ.

HATES MYSELF FOR NOW.



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