Start of week 9. Nearing the end of the race.

Ok.. i noe i jus posted an entry, that i have typed like one month ago, cause i was re-reading it, and it says the end of week 4..
and here i am, the start of week 9..
seriously, how time flies!!!

I am so busy, i totally lost track of time..

Life was hectic, and busy..
I think i am so tired to the point, i lost the motivation to do well..
and i just lost everything i had..
like the old me..
My room is in a mess, I am in a mess.
I am tired of school, tired of work, tired of myself.
So many things happening, but nothing when it comes to love and affection..
or even companionship.
yes great frens and company at times.
but i still feel like something is lacking.
i am more then halfway through the last sem already.
i jus can't wait to go now..

hooked on this son by Mika now, called "happy ending".
it is so saddistic..

"This is the way u left me, i am not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory, no happy ending.."

seriously.. i am such a wreck now..
i am waiting for the day, when i can wake up from this nightmare..
goodbye for now.


150908, MON, 1700hrs.