I will Miss You, RX LIM.

Last nite, i had a rude shock.

received the news of a fren leaving us..

leaving us behind, as he make his way to the other world..

i will never ever get to see him again..

i wan to dedicate this post to him..

We were never the close buddies, BUT, we never fail to enjoy each others company..

although we never shared deep secrets, we both noe our paths cross in more then one way..

i 1st knew him back in TP, when i join the CO..

i was not popular then, a little infamous..

but as things got better, i got to know the seniors better, including him..

it was also at TP when we 1st shared the stage together..

then slowly, i went to this place called cheng san CC.. whereby he is an extremely active participant in the orchestra.. and then, over there, we shared even more performances together, and slowly, we even went out together in groups.. and he was so much fun.. the smile on his face, always present to make our day better..

as i got enlisted for NS, i wanted to go for audition at MDC, and he was great help to me, when i got to nee soon camp, and he came all the way to pick me up from the guard house.. it was a terrible 20 mins walk, and he made the effort, it was a day i never forget.. i was grateful..

and as i had the honour to be part of MDC, we continue to share the stage even more now that we are part of the chinese instrumental ensemble..

we see each other everyday for that few months b4 he ORD..

and we had really fun outings..

we had so much nonsensical memories and we jus simply spend so so much time together..

when he ORD, we missed him dearly..

I soon lost the connection wit him..

we still acknowledge the presence of one another.. but we no more chat that much..

but still, he never fail to smile, and that made a lot of difference in my life..

he was a nurse, a final year nursing student at NYP...

last nite, i asked myself, why must such a great, nice and frenly guy, who have helped so much ppl in need, be the 1st to leave among us..

HOW IS THIS FAIR?!?!

I have never lost a fren this close to me..

and it feels weird when i can do nothing..

i can't even see him for the last time..

it hurts me to noe that i will never ever see him again..

i didn't even manage to say a final goodbye..

i feel so painful, to even think about his family...

i feel that this post deserves a first time, where i finally post a picture of myself.. and of course, wit him...

The last time i saw him..

18th January , 2008... as we wore the performance attire and getting ready to perform for the NYPCO annual concert..

the final performance wit him.. the final time i saw him..

nevertheless, the smile on his face..

never forgotten..

Have a save and smooth journey, goodbye for now, we will meet again someday..

Rest in Peace, RX LIM..

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