Its all about her...

I still have my favourtite Mika song "Happy Ending" on repeat mode, cause i love it.

Especially when i am feeling all emo. like now..

Here i am sitting, in my room.. waiting for a fren..

yes, its suppose to be exciting, cause i am heading off to cairns in a few hours time.

to visit the great barrier reef and stuff..

the things that i have always wanted to do.

but then. its the long lost feeling of.. " i wan to share this wit someone",

jus as i thought i am feeling better and stronger..

i start to crumble thinking about her..

my heart sunk..

i miss her..

after so much pretending..

i guess i am jus kiddin myself...

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