A holiday, which is not really a holiday.

I haven blog for a while..
despite being on "holiday period".
lolx..

there is a lot running through my head. despite being on holiday..

well, i still work occasionally at the cafe..
i have to settle some tax refund stuff, which i am close to giving up. its jus irritating.
i have to "try" to meet up wit aussie frens, which i am also giving up too.
cause planning time wit them, pisses me off.
well, and i need to start packing which i haven.
time flies when u r relaxing.
don ask me why..
can't the time relax too?! why must Time work so hard!!

oh ya, btw, i have ordered a LV bag for myself..
and i was really excited when i oredered it, like 10 days ago..
but today, i feel damn sian alreayd.
its like the bag will never arrive in time, and i will not be able to buy it.
it sux. cause i wan it so badly..

and the bag is pretty ex, but i calculated the amount of money i earned here as a casual labour,
and it total up to about $6k.. so i reckon, all of these money will be used to pay for my bag, and the 3 trips i took here to sydney, melbourne and cairns.
but well, i must say it was all worth it.. lolx..

i am so lazy to pack now.
i have so much stuff, i noe i should get started really soon..
but then really.
i reckon its all clothes i am going to bring back.
i can like, open a stall soon..
and i am someone, who finds throwing away clothes extremely hard.
they are like my babies, even those cheapos one. don ask me why.
i jus don like to throw them away.

well.. thats all for the random stuff in my life now..
having mixed feelings going home to SG now..
its pretty scary.
having the pleasure of my own room here, things will be different when i am back.
i was even thinking, if i should stay over at my dads place, if things got bad.
like, i can't stand being in the same room as my mum.
nothing wrong wit her, but well, me being a scorpio, need a lot of personal space..
especially when i am like already 23 this year la.

AIyah, all these, i shall worry when i am back..

and At the moment, i am home alone, cause all 5 of my other housemates, have all left.
damn it, its quiet and lonely.. seriously..
damn sian..
but well.. lets hope things will be better tomolo..
i must learn to be positive..



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