thank you for making me realise.

u only noe how much it hurts when u realise u have lost it totally..
tts the lesson i learned today..

i met mr. charming today.. the guy i dated sometime back..
haven seen him for one yr plus..
never thought he would still wazn to meet me again..
but we did meet up.
i was hapy.
he told me tt he is seeing some other guy now..
i never thought i would feel tt way..
but it hurt inside..
its not jealous..
but the feel of losing someting u treasure..
something tt u thought u could have.
but not anymore..
he gave me alot..
he made me think, feel and realise alot..
i thank him for all tt he have done for me..
he paid for dinner again tonite..
like always..
i made a mental note..
i am going to buy hima really good dinner in the future when i am rich..
thank you dude..
haven felt true luv for somtitme.. u woke my heart up..
all tt dating i have been through are pretty shallow..
i must admit....
luv is indescridable..
its a feeling.
its an emotion.
its a surge of energy.
its in my memory.


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