ANother transition period for me...
once again moticated to blog after reading my fren's blogs.. haha..
a lazy saturday afternoon. the calm b4 the storm.. heading to victorai theatre later for my last show wit MDC,,
2 yrs.. i have been serving NS in tis so called "SAF Heaven".. where u hardly get duties. where working time is extremely flexible. where responsibilities are deemed as little.. but wat many don noe is the politics we face everyday wit our fellow colleagues and managers, the tough and rough times we had to go through b4 appearing really galmorous on stage.. the flexible working time being to flexible at times tt we have to perform on weekends and public holidays.
Today marks my last last show wit them. i hope tt i will never have to do shows wit them anymore. its not tt i don like it.. but i guess i need to move on already. my performing life as a chinese orchestra musicaian is coming to an end..
i have no regrets. performing in countless number of shows and performances.. i have practically performed in all majoy halls in singapore.
only regret is tt i only got to perform in 2 overseas country. which is malaysia and perth, australia.
i am not too sure is i still can be a performing artist once i move on to the next phase of life. but if i can. i actually hope tti can be a dancer. 9 yrs of my life, i have devote it to chinese music. i guess its time for a switch too..
ok enough bout those emo stuff.. i jus wan to say how shag i am after 2 weeks of horrendous rehearsals and 3 straight days of performance. today being the second day and one more to go tomolo.. i need a BREAK!!
but rest assured. viewing tt i may be leaving the country soon for a period of time, i have lined up programs the whole of next week wit some of my beloved frens. from movies to ktv sessions and lunch gathering! woah. i am really going to get busy.
nevertheless, i still need to go back to my camp to do my clearance. so i am praying really hard everything goes on smoothly without any hiccups. i jus wan to leave peacefully and soundly.
i am going through a transition period in life. its was 2 yrs ago when i felt like tt.. from poly to army.. tt was wat happened 2 yrs ago.
transitions in life means a lot to me.
A change in environment.
A change in Lifestyle.
A change in the Friends tt u will still keep in contact wit.
A change in personality and chracter, sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse.
A change in interest, hobbies and likings.
A change in the way u view things.
A change in the things u need and want.
A change in ur goals in life a t times.
A change in maybe perhaps, the whole you.
yes its scary when u think bout it.
but when the changes comes, u don really realise it until its kinda of over and u reflect on it.
then u see the difference in u.. totally..
i am currently reflecting my 2 yrs in army. and planning ahead for my future.
everything is uncertain now. and as much as i seem free wit my time, i am pack wit thoughts in my head.
I better go get some rest b4 show later.
i am going to miss the applause i get everytime after a show.
i am gong to miss the spotlights tt are shone on me during the shows.
i am going to miss the gruelling rehearsals i had to bear through b4 a show.
i am going to miss all my fellow colleagues and musicians i have worked wit to make a show succesful.
They are great memories to last a lifetime!!
230607, SAT, 1331hrs.
a lazy saturday afternoon. the calm b4 the storm.. heading to victorai theatre later for my last show wit MDC,,
2 yrs.. i have been serving NS in tis so called "SAF Heaven".. where u hardly get duties. where working time is extremely flexible. where responsibilities are deemed as little.. but wat many don noe is the politics we face everyday wit our fellow colleagues and managers, the tough and rough times we had to go through b4 appearing really galmorous on stage.. the flexible working time being to flexible at times tt we have to perform on weekends and public holidays.
Today marks my last last show wit them. i hope tt i will never have to do shows wit them anymore. its not tt i don like it.. but i guess i need to move on already. my performing life as a chinese orchestra musicaian is coming to an end..
i have no regrets. performing in countless number of shows and performances.. i have practically performed in all majoy halls in singapore.
only regret is tt i only got to perform in 2 overseas country. which is malaysia and perth, australia.
i am not too sure is i still can be a performing artist once i move on to the next phase of life. but if i can. i actually hope tti can be a dancer. 9 yrs of my life, i have devote it to chinese music. i guess its time for a switch too..
ok enough bout those emo stuff.. i jus wan to say how shag i am after 2 weeks of horrendous rehearsals and 3 straight days of performance. today being the second day and one more to go tomolo.. i need a BREAK!!
but rest assured. viewing tt i may be leaving the country soon for a period of time, i have lined up programs the whole of next week wit some of my beloved frens. from movies to ktv sessions and lunch gathering! woah. i am really going to get busy.
nevertheless, i still need to go back to my camp to do my clearance. so i am praying really hard everything goes on smoothly without any hiccups. i jus wan to leave peacefully and soundly.
i am going through a transition period in life. its was 2 yrs ago when i felt like tt.. from poly to army.. tt was wat happened 2 yrs ago.
transitions in life means a lot to me.
A change in environment.
A change in Lifestyle.
A change in the Friends tt u will still keep in contact wit.
A change in personality and chracter, sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse.
A change in interest, hobbies and likings.
A change in the way u view things.
A change in the things u need and want.
A change in ur goals in life a t times.
A change in maybe perhaps, the whole you.
yes its scary when u think bout it.
but when the changes comes, u don really realise it until its kinda of over and u reflect on it.
then u see the difference in u.. totally..
i am currently reflecting my 2 yrs in army. and planning ahead for my future.
everything is uncertain now. and as much as i seem free wit my time, i am pack wit thoughts in my head.
I better go get some rest b4 show later.
i am going to miss the applause i get everytime after a show.
i am gong to miss the spotlights tt are shone on me during the shows.
i am going to miss the gruelling rehearsals i had to bear through b4 a show.
i am going to miss all my fellow colleagues and musicians i have worked wit to make a show succesful.
They are great memories to last a lifetime!!
230607, SAT, 1331hrs.
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