FUCKED UP!!!

DAMN IT!
I realised i haven blogged for such a long time
I FORGOT my Password!
hahahahaha.. WAT A BIMBO!!

ANyway.. i need to blog cause feeling troubled again... tis a great way to de-stress and list down the troubles i have.. so i can lok at it from a 3rd person point of view...

Hmm.. jus finish watching survivor...
didn;t noe i still like tis show.. but tis season.. i really luved it..
And i am extrememly proud to be an ASIAN!!
Yau-Man made we asians really proud.. he played the game wit so much integrity and wit, i truely respect him..and for the last season, YUL oso made us asian really proud by winning the game.. OMG.. Lots of people say tt we are scheming.. but to me.. strategic and smart should be the correct decision..
And i hate ppl who made a promise and NOT keep it. OMG.. damn it.. i hate dreamz.. ok maybe i don hate him as a person cause i don noe him.. but i hate the part when u made a promise and he broke.. and the excuse was because it was part of the whole game and so its "ok" to make a promise and break it!! HUH!! Wat the fuck.. rot in hell.. and he said he is a chritian la.. wat a shame.. god will be sad to hear tt.. i am not a christian but i think u should uphold ur own belief! whcih he didn;t..

Anyway ewnoughof survivor.. now its american idol.. final 3 tis week.. and melinda got votted out yesterday!
WATS HAPPENING TO REALITY TV.. R THE PPL TIS DAYS BLIND AND DEAF!?!?!?!

Omg.. talents, wit, intergrity and Passion should be honoured.
NOT superficial looks, cheesy lines, cheap tactics and stupid promises!

haiz,, anyway have been dating tis new guy i met on the bus.
everything went well... and he always says he misses me and stuff...
i like to hear tt.. but i hate it when ppl contradict wat they say..
For example:
I miss u so much i can;t wait to c u... then the next thing u noe , he's late the next meeting u 2 have.. If u really can;t wat to c me, then why r u fucking late!
I like u. and then i luv u.. then when u ask if u would like to be together.. as in get into a relationship.. he starts to say tt he needs to noe me better and watever not excuses.. FUCK IT!
then don say u luv me if u still wan to noe me better. how can u luv someone if u don even noe him well.. wat the fucking hell.. i really need to talk to him..
he says he is facing wit a lot of problems and he can;t decide if he wans to be wit me now... but come on.. all these to me r jus excuses.. i noe he can;t commit cause he can't accept the fact tt i am going overseas soon and he is not confident tt he can keep tis relationship going..

And i am jus going to get wat i wan.. if he doesn;t want o commit.. then fuck off...
i have no regrets.. but he is goin to regret not wanting me.. Australia awaits the arrival of me.. I am going to have a great time there...

Love bitching bout ppl.. especially when i blog, i feel like i am talkng to myself.. how psychotic.,,. but i jus luv it.. fuck ppl who are fake.. fuck ppl who don noe wat they wan and make u one of their problems.. fuck ppl who don realise who really r the ppl who deserve to be treated well and deserve the good stuff.. Fuck ppl who r selfish... FUck ppl who makes use of me!!!

FUCK U ALL!!!!!!

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