Luv is like a forbidden fruit. U Wan to taste it so much at 1st, but after doin so, u no longer treasure it tt much anymore.
i have some time to blog b4 i sit in front of the tv for the shows later.. haha.. golden horse award at 7.30 and dance floor finals at 8pm..
Today was a rottin day today.. slept till late today.. then wake up for brunch.. then watch some videos.. then slept again.. went to tan a little jus now.. then came back for dinner.. haha.. tis is indeed quite heaven.. haven had the chance to really enjoy life like tt for sometime..
Reason why was because i am not working at gelare tis weekend. haha.. and tts because i kinda of quarelled wit them over my schedule thing last week and they wanted me to run shift which i straight away turn down.. so they got pissed wit me.. anyway, can someone tell me why i should take up the extra responsibility to run shift when 1st, i don get a pay rise, 2nd, i only work once or the most twice a week which means the training for me would be a waste of their time too, and 3rd, i already have enough things to worry about in life liao, still ust stress bout a part time job, tts ridiculous la!
ok i am craving for some sweet stuff now.. ice cream of sweets or chocolate! ahhh.. HELp.. i wan to eat..
when i went swimming jus now, i weigh myself and i am 68kg now.. which means i lost bout 2 kg.. i noe i should be hally.. but then my mind keeps on telling me tt since u have lost weight, u can relax a bit on ur diet and eat something sinful tt i had crave for today.. hahahaha.. HOW IRONIC!!
so i am trying very very hard to control.. but i really can;t take it le.. i need something sweet..
Oh ya.. and lets talk bout luv again.. hahaha.. something in my life which i can;t live without.. not tt i am desperate.. but maybe i jus need plenty of luv in my life..
After letting go of my previous panful experience.. life has changed..
I met a new guy, on the bus.. hahaha.. funny right.. he kept on looking at me but didn't have the courage to come talk to me, so i went over to say hi lor.. and once again, don ask me why i can be tt shameless.. but i seriously am over confident wit myself sometime..
anyway got to noe him.. he's a libra, 29 tis yr, whch makes me 7 yrs younger then him.. but u noe wat.. we do get along quite well.. and he is malaysian, so i am quite surprise we can hit it off.. but there's something funny here.. he reminds me of my ex who is also a libra, and i remind him of his ex who is a scorpio.. and i must tell u his story.. it's so drama...
they were together for 2 yrs when i think he was bout 20.. but after 2 yrs, his ex BF has to go back to germany cause he's from germany.. and then they haven met each pther for 7 years... OMG 7 yrs, how could anyone still hold on to someone whom u haven seen in 7 yrs.. but early tis year, he came back to visit for a few days.. but he tt although there may be still some feeling there, he noes tt tehre will be no future wit him.. so he was pretty upset.. and the best part was, not only his ex is a scorpio, he has the same bloody burfdae as me!! wat the hell la..
and when i told him i should be going overseas to study soon too.. he got super turn off.. he thinks tt history will repeat itself and stuff.. so he got kinda of scared.. so now i don really now how things are going to turn out le..
anyway i don feel like typing anymore cause typing more will make me feel depress again.. so i shall end here le.. going to satisfy my CRAVE now.. ahhaahhahaaha
1918hrs, 290407, SUN
Today was a rottin day today.. slept till late today.. then wake up for brunch.. then watch some videos.. then slept again.. went to tan a little jus now.. then came back for dinner.. haha.. tis is indeed quite heaven.. haven had the chance to really enjoy life like tt for sometime..
Reason why was because i am not working at gelare tis weekend. haha.. and tts because i kinda of quarelled wit them over my schedule thing last week and they wanted me to run shift which i straight away turn down.. so they got pissed wit me.. anyway, can someone tell me why i should take up the extra responsibility to run shift when 1st, i don get a pay rise, 2nd, i only work once or the most twice a week which means the training for me would be a waste of their time too, and 3rd, i already have enough things to worry about in life liao, still ust stress bout a part time job, tts ridiculous la!
ok i am craving for some sweet stuff now.. ice cream of sweets or chocolate! ahhh.. HELp.. i wan to eat..
when i went swimming jus now, i weigh myself and i am 68kg now.. which means i lost bout 2 kg.. i noe i should be hally.. but then my mind keeps on telling me tt since u have lost weight, u can relax a bit on ur diet and eat something sinful tt i had crave for today.. hahahaha.. HOW IRONIC!!
so i am trying very very hard to control.. but i really can;t take it le.. i need something sweet..
Oh ya.. and lets talk bout luv again.. hahaha.. something in my life which i can;t live without.. not tt i am desperate.. but maybe i jus need plenty of luv in my life..
After letting go of my previous panful experience.. life has changed..
I met a new guy, on the bus.. hahaha.. funny right.. he kept on looking at me but didn't have the courage to come talk to me, so i went over to say hi lor.. and once again, don ask me why i can be tt shameless.. but i seriously am over confident wit myself sometime..
anyway got to noe him.. he's a libra, 29 tis yr, whch makes me 7 yrs younger then him.. but u noe wat.. we do get along quite well.. and he is malaysian, so i am quite surprise we can hit it off.. but there's something funny here.. he reminds me of my ex who is also a libra, and i remind him of his ex who is a scorpio.. and i must tell u his story.. it's so drama...
they were together for 2 yrs when i think he was bout 20.. but after 2 yrs, his ex BF has to go back to germany cause he's from germany.. and then they haven met each pther for 7 years... OMG 7 yrs, how could anyone still hold on to someone whom u haven seen in 7 yrs.. but early tis year, he came back to visit for a few days.. but he tt although there may be still some feeling there, he noes tt tehre will be no future wit him.. so he was pretty upset.. and the best part was, not only his ex is a scorpio, he has the same bloody burfdae as me!! wat the hell la..
and when i told him i should be going overseas to study soon too.. he got super turn off.. he thinks tt history will repeat itself and stuff.. so he got kinda of scared.. so now i don really now how things are going to turn out le..
anyway i don feel like typing anymore cause typing more will make me feel depress again.. so i shall end here le.. going to satisfy my CRAVE now.. ahhaahhahaaha
1918hrs, 290407, SUN
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