Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Hapy 22nd Burfdae!!

Today is Moi's burfdae.
22nd one.
but i am trying to convince ppl tt its my 18. haha.. how sad.
when u r old, u jus try to be young.

Last nite on the bed, i was listening to my MP3 and then i heard my phone rang.
Well, it was when i realised its 12am, and there it was, my frens in brisbane called, the ppl who don stay wit me.
I am touched, we talked for almost 20mins, sorry to waste so much money cause its expensive to make calls in aussie.
and the 3 of them are actually the one who sponsored my 1st burfdae present, the FCUK cardigen.
so i was really touched.
but yesterday's paper, international gaming managment proved to much to think, and i had a headache after tt. went home, had dinner and jus slacked.. haha

this morning, the lazy me, and the really cool weather made me slept in.. till late. haha..
onli woke up at bout 11 cause was suppose to go for lunch together wit 2 of my housemates and another guy, who drives.
so we head down to booval, another part of brisbane for lunch at red rooster.
ok. red rooster is like a fast food restaurant, think KFC.. and yes, their speciality is oso chicken,..
haha.. so we had lunch there.. and it was alright.. not too bad.
i chose tis place cause i haven tried b4, so trying not to be left out, my frens had to come wit me. haha..
and it wasn't extrememly satisfying i must say..
so the stressful 4 of us, went across the street and cotinued eating chicken!! haha.. at KFC!!
yes we ate like we were starving kids man!! and i was so sick and tired fo chicken after lunch..
and i went to school for some revision, and i onli like studies for 1 hr, b4 heading to the library for some youtubbing again.. haha.
and in order not to feel guilty, i had to convince myself tt its my burfdae, so its alright.. but seirously, studying is so tiring and i really had no motivation, wit a great thanx to the weather.. it has been raining non stop since last nite..
u jus wan to sleep!!
haha..

tonite's dinner was not bad.. it wasn't tt good, but i was smiling throughout..
cause when i arrived at the dining hall, there was a hugh boy sitting on the table, and b4 i even step into the dining room, i can already hear my housemates screaming.
and there it stood. i opened the box and read the card.. and i was shocked.. seirously..
the person whom i least expect to give me surprises actually had flowers delivered to me.. half a dozen of lilies..
i swear i am not a flower person, but i was touched.. truely.
it smelled great, and the lilies are not standing tall in my room and toilet.. haha..
my housemates bought me another cake and we had more burfdae song singing and photo taking after dinner..
was i happy today??
i really had a bunch of mixed feelings..
touched by the gifts, happy about the smses and the messages i got online.
i truely noe tt i am blessed wit a lot of ppl around me.
i told myself i think i should learn how to be more happy bout life, and focus on the happy stuff..
wit examss still in mind, and totally no mood to study, i am trying to excuse myself to sleep early again tonite..
but should i ?
i tink i really lost the motivation and drive in me to do well..

anyway i oso realised something today.
despite not being a flower fan, receving the flower felt great. its not about the gift..
its about the oohhhhsss and the aaahhhsss u get from the ppl around u..
u can see how envy or even jealous some ppl can get..
nothing bad.. but u jus felt like the most important person sometimes..
jus too bad this feeling onli last for a while. tts why sometimes i rather get a gift tt can last longer.
i don noe.. but watever it is, i must stress i am really ahppy wit the gift and the luv i got today.
I am blessed. i jus need to learn how to treasure it more. and stoop asking for more.
HaPy 22nd Burfdae!!
Move on, Be strong, Stay Focus & Love everyday.


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