Confessions.

Alright.. i have a few confessions to make.

I have a paper tomolo.. like my 1st exam after don noe how many donkey years.
I am quite stress.. but not tt stress yet.
cause i still feel like facebooking and youtubbing.. which is not good..
and i actually spent time blogging.. so u should noe i am not studying hard enough.
but i noe the pressure is going to step in as the day gets closer.. mind u tt my paper is early 8am tomolo, so i totally don have any time to study tomolo actually..
and yes, i actually thought of watching TV tonite after dinner!! OMG.. wat am i doin??
tell me i am too slack.

i always wonedr wat do ppl do wehen they get stressed and stuff..
for me, i have to go to the toiolet b4 any paper, cause i have had too much experince of visiting toilet during the paper and its suck a waste of time.
and i noe i am so not going to have enough time to go toilet tomolo ducing my 2 hr paper.
and when i say go toilet, it means shitting.. cause my stomach jus gets upset when i am anxious.
haha.. no matter how prepared i am, i will still wan to shit.

and the night b4 when i get too stress thinking bout the paper the next day, the best rememdy for me will be the Big O.. as in orgasm.. yes.. ok.. a little rated here.. so skip this if u r weak hearted..
Its always good to have a partner to fuck when u are stressed.. i swear its great relieve when u orgase.. it jus puts u to sleep, and relax ur body.. and since i am alone here, i guess my best frens will be my hands.. and isn't tt jus sad..

ok.. i am in school now.. trying to study and stuff.. but still stuck to the computer..
there is like a routine everyday when i wake up.
switching my laptop is one of the things. and then logging on to yahoo mail, facebook. friendster and fridae is the next step after washing up and breakfast.
and if time allows, it will then be followed by many of my fren's blog.. hahaha.. tell me i am pathetic..

Tomolo is an uncertain day. i have never took an exam for years and to think, its one overseas.. how would i noe how issit going to be like? OMG
thinking bout it makes me nervous..
all i noe is tt i onli have 2 hrs and everyone jus stresses, 2 hrs is NEVER enough.. haha.. i can't imagine myself writing for 2 hrs non stop.. but guess tts jus the deal.. i better take my medication tomolo b4 my arthritis worsen..

oh.. and recently there was this sweet guy who came up to me on friendster and added me..
then we started to chat on MSN. and we do have quite a lot to chat about;.. haha..
so i am looking forward to going back to SG and meet him..
but he is an aries.. and the scorpio me has never been known to be able to attract aries.. well.. i hope he is one of the few then.. and he is kinda of closeted..
and there is another OMG factor to it.. he is an ACS plus ACJC boy.. i never thought i can get along wit ppl like tt cause they are jus full of themselves and stuff. haha.. but whatever it is, lets jus wait till i have seen him for further comments..

and yes, i have gotten my 1st burfdae present for this year courtesy of 3 of my close peeps who are in aussie too!! its the cardigen tt i bought from FCUK.. they offered to pay for me as my burfdae present.. i am happy!! cause i really like it..
now i am jus looking forward to more presents.. haha.. how shameless.. but this is a confession post isn't it? watever..

ok.. i am tired from typing already. gonna watch some top model.. oopppsss... someone kick my ass so i can go study...
after my top model thougj.. hahahaha/./



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