Thursday, October 11, 2007

“You have to sell your look and you gotta be fierce, you gotta be strong and confident and every day, because every day is a challenge.”

well.. today i learned two lessons in life.
its more study related...
jus wanns share it...

the 1st one goes like tt..
i am currently doin tis course, business law now.. and part of the assignment requires us to omplete 6 online quizzes of ten questions every fornight.. the weitage of each quiz is 5%.
today, was the submission for the 5th quiz.. and moi has gotten a perfect score of 20% for the pass 4 quizzes.. well i am quite sure this has cause some unhappiness or jealousy in some of my mates.. cause the fact is, i usually attempt the quiz wit 4 other of my frens..
today was the same, and me boing the best scored so far, gave the others the chance to choose who goes 1st, cause if u r lucky, u may get repeated questions when u r the last few. but experince says tt the quiz jus gets harder after the 1st person...
and so, i was the last to attempt the quiz.. well we took 2 fucking hours to complete the quiz for the 4 ppl in front of me.
and when it was my turn, the quiz i got happen to have 8 repeated questions out of 10.. which means i am already gurantee a 4% mark.
so everyone jus left to pack their stuff and didn't really bother to help me wit the oter 2 questions. hell i was pissed.. and me being not in the right mind, cause i was fucking tired..
had class form 10-2pm.. one hour break, and then class again form 3-4pm.. and we did the quiz form 4-6pm..
when it was my turn it was already bout 6 pm! i swear i am fucking tired and i sure crack my brains out for the 4 ungrateful ppl.. well maybe not all 4..
when i submitted my quiz and it showed me a grade of 4.5% which mean i got one mistake..
one fucked up guy actually said something which totally almost made me lose my cool.
"OH no, the 5 point legend is gone~!"
WAT THE FUCK!! i helped u when it was ur turn to do the quiz, and is this wat i fucking get when its my turn! FUCK YOU!!
i was onli glad tt , one of the guy actully did help me solve the thing, but i didn't wait for his answert cause everyone was packing up already. and i jus hastily guesed the other 2 questions.. well i got one worng, and one right..
On the way home, i was angry wit myself, not anyone else..
i was disapointed because i noe i could have gotten full marks if i took a while longer.. i took less then 5 mins actually.. damn it..
i promise myslef i am going to take all the time in the world for the next and last quiz.. its every man for himself.. FUCK OFF if u r an UNGRATEFUL JERK!!

the 2nd lesson goes like this..
my best sista, cum housemate had a presentation today and she got 95% for it..
i was really happy for her and how i wish i was in her group.
i oso did my 1st presentation on MON tis week and lets jus say i nailed it.
i was so confident and i noe i did more than a good job.. i did great!
but my group was only alright..
well..i don question and doubt my presentation skilld..
i totally am disappointed wit my LEADERSHIP here!!
wat have i learn all these years??
i totally can't be bothered..
i mean if my group were to not perform well last time, i will seirously screw them..
but tt drive in me is gone!
seirously. some of them are terrible and far below standard.. haiz.. and i jus let it be!!
tis is so not me!!
tts why i really need to find my old self back.. and ask for more!!
“You have to sell your look and you gotta be fierce, you gotta be strong and confident and every day, because every day is a challenge.”
I noe i am capable of much more.. and i noe i should push myself to my fullest potential..
i jus need the drive!!
I must constantly remind myself!!!

“You have to sell your look and you gotta be fierce, you gotta be strong and confident and every day, because every day is a challenge.” --Tyra Banks--

Totally luv the quote above.. luv tyra.. luv top model..
i am so youtubbing topmodel cycle 9 noW!!
and i have to do it in school cause the server at home bans youtube!! OMG!!
anwway. tts all for today!!




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