Luv is a Torture & its Addictive. U never noe when u can finally let go.

Feeling Emo today.
my concentration span is still damn short.. don ask me why
lectures and tutorials are tough to concentrate for me..
i did try. but my mind jus wander off without me noeing it..
it sux.. i have so much reading to do to catch up..
feeling pressure.. and i still don really noe how to go about doin my essay.. damn it..
was listening to some emo songs today.. so finally decide to blog and share the lyrics of tis song wit everyone.. as usual.. i jus like..

(若不是因为爱着你）怎么会夜深还没睡意
每个念头都关於你我想你　想你　好想你
(若不是因为爱着你）怎会有不安的情绪
每个莫名的日子里我想你　想你　好想你
爱是折磨人的东西却又舍不得这样放弃
不停揣测你的心里可有我姓名
(若不是因为爱着你）怎会不经意就叹息
有种不完整的心情爱你　爱你（爱着你）
爱是折磨人的东西却又舍不得这样放弃
不停揣测你的心里可有我姓名
爱是我唯一的祕密让人心碎却又着迷
无论是用什么言语只会（只会）思念你
(若不是因为爱着你）怎会不经意就叹息
有种不完整的心情爱你　爱你（爱着你）

Its a song by karen mok called love.. yup.. simple as tt.. describing love.. tts why i like it.
and here goes my lousy translation of the above lyrics into english..

If I haven fell in luv with u, then why can't i get to sleep tonite?
Every thought in my mind is all about u, i miss u, i miss u dearly.
If i haven fell in luv with u, then why do i feel insecure?
Every now and then, i jus think of u, thinking of u fondly.
Luv is torturous and its addictive.. And I jus can't bear to let it go..
i'm always trying to find out if my name is in ur heart..
If i haven fell in luv wit u, then why do i sigh all the time?
Cause i am not complete without ur luv, i luv U.
Luv is torturous and its addictive.. And I jus can't bear to let it go..
i'm always trying to find out if my name is in ur heart..
Luv is the onli secret i have, it broke my heart but i am still crazy over it.
No matter how i express myself, I jus wanna say i miss U.
If i haven fell in luv wit u, then why do i sigh all the time?
Cause i am not complete without ur luv, i luv U.
I am still luving U....

Its really an emo song.. and i luv the lyrics..
i don really feel upset..
i jus feel emo.. i don noe how to express myself..
i wonder if i stil luv anyone..
i wonder if i can even luv again.
i wonder if i can have the chance of being luved again.
i don like to feel confuse..
i wan to noe wats happening to me..

310707, TUE, 1946hrs.