Whenever.. You.. Call..

Love wandered inside
Stronger than you
Stronger than I
And now that it has begun
We cannot turn back
We can only turn into one

I won't ever be too far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
And I'll always remember
The part of you so tender
I'll be the one to catch you fall
Whenever you call

And I'm truly inspired
Finding my soul
There in your eyes
And you
Have opened my heart
And lifted me inside
By showing me yourself
Undisguised

I won't ever be too far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
And I'll always remember
The part of you so tender
I'll be the one to catch you fall
Whenever you call

And I will breathe for you each day
Comfort you through all the pain
Gently kiss your fears away
You can turn to me and cry
Always understand that I
Give you all I am inside

I won't ever be too far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call

I won't ever be too far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
And I'll always remember
The part of you so tender
I'll be the one to catch you fall
Whenever you call


Song lyrics by a number from Mariah Carey.. Whenever u call is the title of this song..
It has been terribly boring in camp these few days.. everyone clearing leave and stuff.. hardly anyone is in camp lor.. left camp really early the past few days. its like so boring.. think i am going to leave again later..
Went out wit mr charming yesterday nite.. hmm.. felt different now cause he seems to be a little harsh on me now.. quite sad.. he got quite angry over things tt i thought it was minor. and seems to give in to me unwillingly. really sad..
I really don noe wat i wan noe.. i wanted him so badly but i am very disappointed over wat he did.. and now i realise i am turning more stright these few days.. like at least i seem to be looking at gals more than guys.. hmm.. perhas another turning point in life??
I feel really pointless these few days wit nothing much to do.. jus sleep a lot.. making sure i have enough rest.. then rot at home.. taking my time at things.. like i said.. i think i am nuts.. complaining of not enough time jus weeks ago.. then complainign of too much time and nothing to do now.. wah lao.. there goes my brain.. totally bimbotic.. oh yes, America's next top model is back tonite.. YESH!!. so excited..
hmm.. still dreaming of becoming Singapore's next top model one day.. hahahaha..lolx.. but nvm.. its alwasy good to have dreams.. oh yah.. have been trying to improve my looks lately.. think i should really do somehting about it liao.. not tt i can style my hair better, i am looking forward to haveing a clearer complexion.. have been trying a lot of facial products, then gertting more sleep, and drinking fruit juices everyday, i hope its helping man.. then after my complexion is better, its time for the ultimate challenge..SLIMMING DOWN TO BELOW 70KG.. comeon bitch, u can do it.
If i can look like who i was just a few months back, it would be great.. then i would gain back my confidence le.. oh yea!!

Ok.. so ppl out there,, look out for the new me in 2006.. got to set some goals for the new year eh.. :)