Issit True?

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move 'til you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak, it's true
'Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
'Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true.


Another song lyrics by ryan carbera.. called "true".. hmm.. really nice song.. remember i heard this song when i jus started out with my ex.. but actually this song now reminds me or rather let me thinks of someone else already..
nope i'm not flirtatious... but i kinda of get over my ex already.. not really sad.. jus disappointed.. haiz.. i met this guys at MDC,, someone so similar to me.. very surprised to meet someone so similar to me.. got along really well at an unbelievable speed.. issit luv or lust?? i have no idea.. but i jus can't seem to get him out of my head.. is he playing games wit me?? i don no.. it seems tt i have met my match.. am i jus a prey to him?? am i jus a challenge to him?? to satisfy his hugh ego like i always do so to others to satisfy my own..
I'm really afraid its gonna be retributuion for me.. i believe in it and i know i deserve it. should i be careful or should i go for it?? should i tell myself tt at least i had luv and lost, rather then not to luv at all?? I am really confused..
ACtually now, i jus can't wait to tell him how much i luv him.. but i dare n0ot imagine his reaction.. wat is he goin to say.. i can't take another rejection now. not at this point in time.. i feel like dying already.. totally depressed.. he is like my support system now. i am afraid to loose him..

I think i'm going to try ba.. do lookout for my update.. i shall find a chance to tell him.. be it good or bad.. i noe i had tried.. I do believe its true luv for him.. cause i would wan him in the rest of my life.. doesn't matter if we are together.. pray for me ppl...