WAKE ME UP IN TIME PLS>

I am dating someone.
I noe its wrong.
i kinda of regretted it cause noe i feel hurt.
i don noe why..
cause maybe once again i expected too much.
I feel tt its going to go no where again.
and i will still be badly hurt..
i don noe why.
i always remind myelf to not tortre myself again.
but still i put myself in the worse possible situation again.
no one truely understands how i feel.
yes i am happy dating.
but yet i am hurting inside.
don ask me why.
its jus too complicated.
I must force myself to concentrate on my studies.
i am lagging behind.
its not good cause i still want my straight distinctions.
Someone pls slap some sense into me.
i can't stop thinking bout him.
i am once again addicted to tis fatal attraction.
I don understnad why ppl don appreciate true luv.
they don noe how hard it is to come by.
i must say i hate it when ppl take things for granted.
my back still hurts.
but i am still going for my dance class.
if i can't dance then i will jus sit and watch.
maybe i should jus escape from my daily routine.
i need to look at things from a different prospective.
i need to wake up.
i needto noe wat i am doin.
but in the end of the day i jus need someone.
and once again, the vicious cycle starts when i thought i have found tt someone.
Its time for lunch.
Wake up dude.
u r not young anymore.
don be so naive.
luv urself pls.
i need to constantly remind myself.



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