Weekly Jogging Routine shall start today.

alright. i am finally back once again.

here i am n a friday afterrnoon, wit no class to attend, and no oprah to watch..

so prepared a bowl of pasta, and a glass of juice, and sat infront of my com..



while reading my frens blog to catch up on the happenings around the world, i decided tt i should blog too..

nothing much in particular, but maybe some updates of my life.



Slept till late this morning, like 11am, and thus when i woke up, i decided to use the long forgotten treadmill the our landlord owns.

and there i was jogging for onli about 25 mins, and covering onli about 2.7km, i decided it was time to rest.

not a lot of work out, but still i perspired like crazy due to the scorching noon heat..

went to cool, down, checked my mail and some daily other routine, and then showered.

lunch preparation was next, and then now here i am blogging.

how random i noe. but tt is life for me in aussie u noe..



some other updates include going for a job interview at a cafe on WED and anxiously waiting for their call today, which they were suppose to tell m if i got it.

but apparently, its already 1.30pm in the noon, and no news yet, i had kinda of given up, and learn not to expect so much.

i am not tt great after all..

so this probably means more job hunting for money.

cause i really don feel good spending my mum's money all the time.



not much of a relationship going on here.

the st lucia guy tt i was dating back last year, and the one who came to pick me up seems to be going through some mood swings again.

i am not really expecting any love to go on between us, but then, when he said the words "i don think we should get involve again", it pierced through my heart.

a feeling i grew accustomed to..

no more tears this time.

jus sighs of disappointment..

but i am trying to get over it, so jus give me sometime.



to think about it, i have loads of other ppl wanting and willing to care for me more than he does.

so why do i still stubbornly stick to him? i don noe..

guess why tis is called luv..



i realised this year, or tis semester, i have lost a lot of my aggresiveness..

like i don push myself hard enough to study and score..

i still study hard, but jus not tt hard on myself anymore i guess.

i wonder if this is good or bad, cause sometimes, too much pressure jus back fires, but now, i think i am too slag..

therefore, i think i should go to school to catch up on my work later..

a couple hours of revision and research.



internet at home is crap..

someone must be Downloading hugh amount of stuff..

so i am quite pissed.

thank god its working fine this afternoon..



room is in quite a mess, unlike last sem when it was more neat.

books and notes pilling up everywhere..

no mood to pack either, and i can jus feel tt the whole place is terribly dirty, which is bad.



I still luv dancing like crazy..

doing it twice a week now on TUE and WED nite.

hoping tt one day, i can dance my life away, forgetting all the bothers me..



alright then..

the random stuff shall stop here..

and i shall pack and go to school, to revise..



i am still elarning to be at peace wit myself.

to not let misery get me, to not let depression get me, to not let stress get me, to not let loneliness get me..

its so hard, but i guess all these takes time and i am taking these few months to learn all of tt.







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