Wednesday, April 04, 2007

my life now..050407..

Felt tt i haven blogged for somtimes.. which i snot very healthy.. cause i can;t let out wat i wan to say and feel.. well feel things happened the past 2 weeks..
First and foremost.. i am dating tis new guy .. really nice guy who is a pisces.. but not too sure if i really luv him.. nevertheless a great companion.. but some ppl r jus not meant to be together.. Sad and upset.. Lost and Sick..
Second had a chalat with my colleagues some time back.. 5 days outside.. staying at the PA chalat.. turn up wasn;t very good.. but was glad some made the effort to. and similar disappointed in some who didn;t.. tis chalat isn;t really for me or anyone in particulart.. its for ppl in the ensemble to strengthen their bonds actually.. but if they can't be bothered then why should i ... i jus wanna have fun and fuck off after i ORD...
Third was The SYF 2007.. a 3 day event which got me stuck at SCH listening to more then 50 schools compete.. i kinda of enjoy it.. and of course the school tt i was teaching competed too but for the 3rd time.. they still only manage a silver.. the result was really disappointing.. but i am not disappointed at my students at all.. i am extremely proud of them.. watching them grow so much through the years.. My 5th Batch of students.. and probably my last.,.. going to give up CO for good soon.. not too sure if i am able too though.. cause i truely enjoy performiong on stage and teaching the craft to ppl.. Tough job but definately rewarding.. Tis competition oso brought back lots of memories to me.. my 1st SYF when i was still in Sec sch.. Tt was 8 years back already.. how time flies.. Wat really touched me was tt my students kept on apologising when they didn;t get gold... saying tt they wanted me to c a gold medal b4 i leave.. tis really touched me.. i feel like crying when i hear tis.. so much hardwork and time put in.. with me being one of the reason to strive for success.. is really an honour.. But i noe tt through tis experience.. those who work as hard in the future like they have worked for tis competition, they are really going to do dame well in life.. Courage to move on despite failure and the strength to strive for excellence is wat makes one different from the other. .
Fourth.. i am not in the hectic period of comfirming my studies at UQ.. as much as i am excited bout it, the amount of admin stuff to do is jus a total disgust,, i hate things like tt.. and my MUM jus bought me a laptop which gave me even more problems.. FUCK IT.. i hate computers already.. its jus so not friendly.. at least toi me.. they hate me.. haiz.. and i have so many things to do now..
Last but not least.. i am finally attending dance classes at StudioWu.. totally rox..tis is wati wan to do man.. not tt i am good at it.. but being able to do wat i wan to do jus makes me totally happy and excited.. Dancing ROX my life.. going to train harder and dance better..
tts all.. ROLL CALL!!! ah GTG...

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