"Success is going from failure to failure wit no loss of enthusiasm"
ok anyway i wan to share bout yesterday..
Yesterday was my company's DnD.. yup... at gallery hotell.. it was really fun.. lots of laughter and food was good... and i was quickly brought back to my DnD during poly times.. totally bring the house down cause we are so crazy..
anyway there were lots of awards and The best NSF for music departmet didn't go to me..l totally dissapointed but i know better that i got the most votes from my fellow colleagues jus tt i don carry my bosses' balls and i always speak my mind out whenever i think they are wrong. offending them in a ny poswsible wayi can... but tt was wat cause the award to g to someone extremely undeserving.. if it was anyone else, i would have felt so much better..
Then i question myself on whether i should be carrying balls more oftern, of should i retaliate even more towards my bosses. os should i treat it like nothing has happen...
well after thinking through, i guess it all boils down to one word.. INTEGRITY..
a big word i noe.. one tt was brought on to me by my favourite lecture in poly.. one word tt i thought i did't have.. and i am trying very hard to achieve..
I guess in situations like tt, i will have to stand up for my believes and principles and be on the right side.. i shouldn't do anytthing tt i will not like to do and i think is wrong..
thereforewhy suck up to ppl i don like for tt award.. i noe i have my recognition from my colleagues, and tts enough.. I would really like to thank those who believed in me and given me their support.. And like the quote for the title. I am going to be jus tt..
Alroght, anyway last nite was really really fun.. cause we went to st. james after tt and it was boy's nite.. OMG.. a lot of cuties, but mostly sa la too.. sa la meaning wrong of jus not rigt.. haha..
really dance and drank a lot.. when it comes to partying and having fun, guess i don relly hold back on my cash.. haha.. jus wanna have FUN!!!
dance a lot although i really hated the music.. the ppl who were at st. james are jus so fun.. totally rock!! oh ya and chatted a guy up over there.. lets jus say tt i was a bit high, and are jus doin things for the sake of FUN!! haha... got his number but haven really do anything bout it.. anyway he is pretty stuck up and is dating someone.. but he still gave his number to me..
and he looks quite good. in the dark..hahah... meaning when the ligthts come on, u got to minus some marks off.. but watever it is.. guess i am jus desperate for someone to share my ups and mainly DOWNS...
who cares.. ok.. anyway i am going to take up more dance classes.. its my passion and i must do it before i get any other.. no regrets in my life man... can't afford tt.. so tts all for today...
p.s. i realise the time and date of my post is always sa la.. so i better state it here too.. haha..
120307, MON, 1143hrs.
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