I don wan to be help hostage..

我和你啊存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持这另一部份的自己
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你

相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋著呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我的心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差
.....

This is a song by A mei.. its kind of hard to translate these lyrics but its very meaningful.. so simply it kinds of say these...

When 2 person are in love for too long, they kind of hold each other hostage when both of them are unwilling to give up.. Not only that, they usually start to be suspicious of each other. So when they broke up, its like the criminal, who is the person who initiated the broke up, shot the hostage.. And everything jus returns to zero, down to nothing after this loud bang.. If love is something that has to be endured till the end of time, then usually the hostage who is shot, will not struggle as when the gun shot is fired, nothing can be done already and nothing would be change.

Its kind of depressing but i really love this song.. and the lyrics.. of course there are different ways to interpret it but guess i am more to the pessimistic side.. haiz..

Oh ya.. now more and more ppl seems to be reading my blog.. OMG>> SHY SHY>> haha.. but if u really do read.. jus keep it to urself.. as I said I don need to noe tt and I don need ur comments too.. this blog is jus a place for me to say wat I really wanna say.. the reason why i don wan to noe who is reading my blog is beacause i don wan to restrict wat i am going to post here.. cause maybe when i noe this person is going to read this, then i will try to avoid talking about him.. but this is not wat i wan... so pls ppl, jus keep it to urself...

Oh ya.. work tis week is jus xian.. i am jus losing my faith in work.. and i am listening to kelly clarkson's album while typing this.. makes me even more depressed lar.. great songs.. i will post some more of her lyrics up here.. wow.. luv her voice..